Lost In The Darkness

CHAPTER 003- Something's coming.

AUTHOR'S NOT: quick disclaimer in this part I talked about a book called The General In His Labyrinth by Gabriel Garcìa Màrquez. The book was publish in 1989 but in this fafiction we just have to imagine that it was already publish in 1983. Again sorry if I din't make it clear or has to many writen mistakes. And you willbe finding a quote from Looking for Alaska.

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TW: s!lfharm

Do you ever think when you get worst, it feels like you get better. That you find confort in not getting better, like everything just...stops. And this is it. The life you have been thinking, dreaming doesn't turn that way you wanted.

To think about it, we just spend our whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about you'll escape one day, and how awsome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do. You just use the future to escape presente.

And that's what I'm doing forcing myself this pills to make the pain go a way. But it doesn't stop hurting, it's like having a gun pointed at your chest. And his words are killing you more then the gun.

'Why couldn't you be just like the other kids?'

'You are a disappointment.'

Every word like a cut on your skin. 

Because that's what I'm doing cutting words that are glued in my skin.

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'Hey, next time you do that to yourself please just call me right a way'- Miles said while cupping her cheak.

Miles is the only one who knows about her selfharm problem. And she's happy that is him who knows. Because he tries to understand. And it's hard to understand me.

And that she felt her hand being touched and pulled aside. And she realized who was.

'Hey there guys!' 

'Alaska would you tell your friend that she has studied enough for her test.' 

Just about when Alaska was responding Steve said - ' Oh, God, that's depressing.'

'Should we say something?' 

'I don't think he speaks.'

'How much you want to bet he killed him?' 

Alaska blood was boiling when Tommy H. made a comment about Jonathan. And she was ready to hit him, but then Miles notice and just hold her hand to calm her down.

Steve watched as Miles hold Alaska's hand. Steve did like Miles but in that moment he wanted to punch him in the face. He notice that Alaska and Miles are close friend but in that very moment, he suspects they are a little more than just two friends.

Alaska had enough of Tommy H. stupid comments that he even thought that are funny.

'Hey!'- Alaska said to Jonathan - 'I just wanted to say...I'm sorry about everything that is happening. I'm sure he's fine. He's a great kid. I remeber when we used to play hide and seek and I had to find find them...and Will was always the last one to be found he was always good at hiding. So I'm sure the police will found him... and if you need help for...anything...just ask me.'

'Thanks'

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'Because I don't want to go by myself.'

'Look, I already told you I'm not coming. Besides you know how I feel about Carol and Tommy dickhead.'

'Yeah, I know, but , your my best friend and it would suck if you weren't there. And you could ask Miles to come there.'