A girl named Maria just recently moved to Germany from New Jersey. She was so excited to finally start fresh and new. What she didn't know is that she will be meeting people that would change her life for good.
(Tw⚠️) includes smut, alcohol use, smo...
I wake up with a throbbing headache. I turn around holding my head in pain looking at Bill still sound asleep. God he's so precious. I think to myself. I get out of bed slowly trying not to wake Bill. I decided to get changed and go for a walk by the river to clear my head after everything I've been through these past few days. After I change I go and brush my teeth and throw my hair up in a messy bun. I decided on a cozy outfit so I wouldn't be to uncomfortable walking around. I chose grey sweats and a beige hoodie with white nike socks The outfit:
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I finish getting ready and grab my phone. I look at Bill one last time as I try not to cry at the thought of Tom. I quietly walk out of the room making sure I have a keycard to come back. I make my way down to the first floor grabbing a lobby coffee on the way out. I make sure to take the back door so I don't get over eaten by paparazzi now that they know who I am. The river is close by so I just walk there.
I arrive at the river taking in the fresh morning air by the water trying to flush away all my bad thoughts but for some stupid reason the thought of Tom won't leave. I need a distraction. Bill was my first thought. But I didn't want to completely ruin my relationship with Tom just in case there is a chance we got back together. I still believe it will happen. Just not yet. I need time to think about myself and family. I shouldn't be so worried about some boys. But really they aren't just 'some boys.' They are my best friends, my people, the only people I have at the moment. I can't lose them.
(3 months later they are back in Berlin Germany) Well it had been three weeks having zero conversation with Tom, we don't even look at each other.. It's starting to hurt.
I may have lost someone who clearly doesn't chose me, but he lost someone who truly loved him. I held onto the promise he made "I love you and only you" he would always tell me. I held onto it. I cherished it. Still do. No, we aren't together at the moment but for some reason I just can't bring myself to forget him. These past few weeks have been hell and above. I need to be with Tom again, Just Tom. *The next morning*
I wake up to see flowers, a note, candy, and one of Tom t-shirts on the end of the bed. I get up and cover my mouth with my hand about to start crying. I grab the note and read it. The note says..
'Dear Maria, I know things have been quite different between us. I just want you to know. I still love you, only you. I know I fucked up so much and trust me if there was a way I could take it all back, restart and never do it again, I would. You mean so much to me and I truly have been a dick. I could give you my dick if you really wanted. But again. I love you Maria. Come to my room if you wanna talk about it and figure things out Xoxo - Tom.'
I laugh at his stupid flirtatiousness. Same old Tom. I feel bad for ignoring him. But I feel doing so might have been a good idea. I get up put the T-shirt Tom gave me on. It even smelt like him. I walked to his bedroom from mine (they moved to a house with an extra bedroom for her bc she moved in.) I knock on his door hoping he would answer. He does.
"Hi Tom." I say looking at his eyes softly smiling." "Hey sweet cheeks." He says back. "I think I want to talk about it." "For sure, come in." I sit at the bottom of his bed and he walks from the door with his hands in his pockets slowly walking towards the bed with a soft smile. "Tom Im sorry." I say feeling like it's all my fault. "You're sorry? I should be the one saying sorry Maria I ruined us. I ruined what we had! I really wish we could just start again and not have me ruin it. I miss us." He says. I look at him with my chin/ lip quivering. I just hugged him. For a while actually. "I love you Tom." "I love you Maria, only you." He says making me smile while I cry on his nice grey shirt. "Oh shit sorry!" I said laughing while crying after seeing my tear marks. "It's okay. So Maria." "Yes?" "Are you willing to try again. I promise I wont mess it up this time." I get up completely ignoring him and going to the kitchen. "Maria?" He says following me. He stops me mid hallway by grabbing my wrist and turning me around. "Yes Tom, I am." I kiss him.
He smiles and we both go to the kitchen. "Hey guys!" Bill says. "Hey!" I say holding Toms hand. "Did you guys finally make up?" Georg asks. "Yeah.." Tom says. "Good you guys were cute together." Bill says. I smile at him running up to him jumping into his arms. "Thank you so much for being here for me Bill. You don't know how much I appreciate you." I say in his ear. I got to busy talking to all the guys to remember that tomorrow is my birthday! "Oh my god guys I forgot my own birthday is Tomorrow." I say covering my mouth with my hand. "Oh my god we need to do something then." Bill says clapping. "I'll make a list of things we can do." Tom says. "No no guys we don't need to do anything! As long as I'm home with you guys it will be the best birthday ever." I say. "Uh no ma'am we are gonna do at least one small thing for you. You deserve it." Tom winks. "Well I know what YOU can do for me." I say tracing my finger along his chest smirking. He starts to get red. "Ew you two get a room!" Gustav says. "I can't wait." He says smiling at me.
I get on his lap and start kissing him putting on a show for the whole living room. Everyone runs out to the backyard leaving me and Tom alone. We laugh as I get off Tom. (Idk if you would call what happens here smut but here). No get back on. It feels nice." He says grabbing me putting me back on his lap. We start making out softly he grabs my hips and starts making me grind on him causing him to groan. "We should go upstairs." He says looking at me in the eyes moving a strand of hair from my face. "Okay." I whisper.
End of chapter. I honestly feel very confident in this chapter I really like this one. I hope you also enjoyed and just a quick heads up there will be smut next chapter. Text my snap if you want it to be a long smut or short. Love you peaches! Xoxo - bella😘 Snap: b.mar02 Word count: 1248
