Chapter Fourteen

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Have you ever felt as if you had a huge hole in your heart? And there's nothing that can fill that missing hole.

Some peoples' hole's are love, hate, and even jealousy.

My hole is James.

We will never be able to get him back.
I can feel the tears coming down my face as im trembling.

Normally James would've been the one to help me now. Normally he would be comforting me, hugging me telling me jokes until I stopped crying.

What am I going to tell the school?

I can't just not go. Then people will know something is up. Especially Danielle.

That night thoughts like those fill my brain, alert and awake, ready for me to wake up in a pool of sweat and James saying "It's okay it was just a dream"

But he's not here.

He's gone.

What am I going to do? Without James there's no sunshine to my darkness, no Flashlight to my Scary Base-

BUR BUR BUR BUR

That's my alarm. It's already 7:00?

I get up staggering out of my bed. It's Saturday morning, but i set an alarm anyway. I'm going to go talk to Danielle about James. Going to tell her that he's gone, and won't be coming back.

I don't know how to word that exactly but I'm just going to go with it.

I throw on my everyday jeans-and-a-t-shirt look and about an hour later call Danielle.
While its ringing I gather all my strength to not burst into tears in the middle of the phone call.

The ring finally stops and she picks up.

" Hey Danielle."

" Hey! Whats up? "

" Can you meet me at the Apple blossom grill on Main Street?"

" Sure ! What time?"

"How's 11?"

"Perfect. See you then."

" Okay bye Danielle."

Okay. Four hours to make myself look presentable and not show on the outside what's going on in the inside.

I don't think I can do that.

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