Context: having a crush is hard but just imagine being so close to maybe just like maybe having something but your both stuck and don't know what to do about it! And wow we're so causal about it too!
{This chapter was brought by me and my mind because well I kinda miss someone who I shouldn't}
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James stood their in a haze watching his best freind run off telling him bye, and all he could do was wave as response as he tried to process what just happened. His lips felt numbed all he could remember was feeling Adam's breathe on his lips before the gap between them closed. That's how James was for three days straight, it wasn't till jaiden asked him.
"James is something wrong?" She looked at him
"Sorry what?" James shook his head
"Are you all their it seems like you haven't been here the whole time" jaiden said taking a sip from her juice.
"Ah! I was well just thinking that's all" he said watching jaiden nod as Adam came back.
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Days passed and James was back to his normal routine, breathe, eat, sleep, feed, walk, and play with floof, draw abit, and sleep again but their was a feeling he couldn't shake off.
Sitting on his couch he heard his door open and a voice accompanying it.
"James! Where ya at?" Adam walked in the spare key in his hands noticing James on the couch.
"Adam is their a reason your barging in my home unannounced?" The marshmallow said only turning his head to the demons direction
"I've missed you! Feels like I haven't hear or seen ya at all" a cheeky smile appeared on Adam's face making his way over to him.
"Hm I see what you bring?" Hearing what ever was in the bag be taken out
"Just some ice cream to share"
An hour or more passed and here sat James and Adam again like that faithful day Adam first kissed him, James was forgetting his surroundings at this point till Adam moved away to open the front door he didn't hear a knock.
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Had they always been this close to eathother? Surely not James swore he had space right?
"You want a chocolate sprinkled donut?" A familiar voice said
Nodding as a response processing more and more slowly how much he wanted. No needed Adam, he missed him in every way he could.
Looking up to see the other getting them their snacks James sat their a nervous wreck.
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Adam was worried for some reason James had avoided him like the plauge.
Had he done something wrong? Surely he didn't right? Adam sat their questioning himself for hours.
A small knock interrupted his thoughts, maybe it was James? Going towards the door with this feeling in his stomach he was nervous.
"Adam!" Mazz greeted him the fellow with no mouth welcomed him and jaiden in.
"Yo" jaiden greeted
"What brings you here?" Adam asked
"You wanna go to the arcade with us?" Mazz said as jaiden welcomed herself into his kitchen.
"I'm down for that let me grab my wallet and a new hoodie" Adam said walking to his room thus could get his mind off the thought of James for sure.
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Adam sat at a table watching James from afar talk with a group of people.
"You and James have something or?" A voice pipped up
"What" the demon blurted out
"I don't know man you and James are like walking around each other like two oblivious idiots" rebbeca said only to be met with a dumbfounded look.
"Come on whatever you guys have going on isn't causal at all I can tell" she said
"It's well complicated.." she heard him say before the conversation could continue the other part topic came walking back.
"So I've put in are order, it should be out in a couple of minutes" as he sat down to talk to the seat with Rebecca confused by the smug look on Rebecca's face and a flustered Adam.
It had been an hour after James left and now it was just Adam and Becca again.
"Complicated aye?" She said
"Yea complicated ig" he replied
" has anything happened" she asked
" we've like made out on couple of occasions.."
"Holy shit adam" was all he remembered after
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Adam was now laying in the middle of his bed puffy eyed, he was crying upset by his own feelings he didn't now how long he could go on like this anymore.
We're they causal?
What they did was causal?... right
Yea it was causal!
Like the way he thought of just how James smile was cute, get lost in his eyes, want to be in his presence, God this sounded gay
Adam finally got out of bed only due to someone knocking on his door. As he lazily strolled over he kicked a pair of shoes, and all he saw was well Rebecca
"Hi adam!" She said with a nice smile she was here to comfort him
"Becca come in"
"How are ya feeling"
"Like shit"
" I can see that"
" thanks"
Adam's at in his couch as rebbeca did the same.
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Hello ik I'm not as active anymore but yk I'm a busy guy, high school won't finish it's self. Anyways I'm making this short idk if I'll make more of it later.
I only wrote this because I've well been dealing with stuff and I needed an outlet, for it so it's why it's short!
