Soukoku one shots !!

Trapped

TW: toxic relationship!!, angst <3 dazai au

Summary: Dazai isn't faithful to Chuuya, but he can't let him go.

CHUUYA'S POV

My heart drops. Dazai was at it again, this wasn't the first time and surely wouldn't be the last. While I'm over here staying faithful, he's out there with other women. "Dazai, fucking Osamu."

I see him nervously turn around and look at me. He pushes the woman away and walks to me, "Ah.. Chuuya..!" he smiles. "I'm.. sorry." he looks to his side, ashamed as he should be.

"This is the sixth fucking time." I glared at the man. He looks into my eyes with his guilt filled ones. He tried to muster up something but stopped as I walked away.

"Chuuya! Wait..!!" Dazai says as I walk away from him. I can hear him heavily chasing me but could not catch up as I levitated from the ground, into the air.
I glance at my two-sided lover one last time before using my ability to fly back, to our place.

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3RD PERSON

In no time, Chuuya could hear the door being unlocked. Slow and steady footsteps approaches him on the couch.
Without looking, Chuuya already knew who was behind him.
"I'm sorry.." a guilty voice mumbled behind him. Chuuya chose to keep silent at Dazai.
"Chuuya.." he called again.

Chuuya gave him no response. Dazai walked over to the couch, standing in front of the ginger who sat, completely ignoring his presence.

"Please answer me." he stared into the other's eyes. Chuuya finally glanced at Dazai, only to look away again. "Look at me please.." he pleaded.

Moments passes in silence and Dazai lets out a long sigh. He carefully kneels down in front of Chuuya and gently takes his hand.

Chuuya flinched at his hand being taken but refused to stare. Dazai stared at him with indescribable looks in his eyes as he takes his partner's hand to his mouth. Gently kissing it and nudging it to his face.

"Chuuya.. I love you." he says, continuing to rub Chuuya's hand onto his face, caressing it.

The ginger finally gave in, looking at the brunette with a hint of contempt in his eyes. In contrast, Dazai's eyes lit up as he was finally being noticed.

"Keep looking at me.." Dazai whispered, his face flushing a small red.

"I don't fucking forgive you." Chuuya harshly says in a cold tone. Dazai stared into his eyes again, this time the contact was returned.

"Don't leave me please.." he pleads. Chuuya felt sick at Dazai's eyes, empty eyes. Though the words he let out was so sweet that made Chuuya want to run into his arms again, his eyes said otherwise. There wasn't a hint if love in them.

Chuuya yanks his hand away from Dazai's hand. He abruptly stood up as Dazai only watched him. "Where are you going?"

Chuuya faced Dazai, "It's none of your business. I'm not coming back." he gritted his teeth.

Surprisingly, the brunette didn't try to stop him from heading towards the door.
As Chuuya places his hand on the cold handle, he feels as if something bad was going to happen. A chill went down his spine and just as he was about to open the door, a loud crash could be heard.

Immediately, Chuuya turns his head around. He could see Dazai bleeding from his hand.
"What the fuck..?!" he rushed to the bleeding male. Grabbing his hand and inspecting it while Dazai had a sick grin on his face. In his other hand was a blood stained knife.

Dazai knew that Chuuya would come running back to him if he ever got hurt. He used that against Chuuya.

Chuuya who was still fixated on his bleeding hand didn't notice Dazai's expression. He glanced at the male's face only to find tears falling down.

"Don't leave me Chuuya.." he softly sobbed. Chuuya looked at him in shock as he has never seen the man cry.

He bit his lip and pulled Dazai into a tight hug. "Don't you ever fucking do that again.."

The pair hug each other tightly without letting go. Leading Chuuya to not see Dazai's expression again.

Dazai had tears rolling down his face but he didn't look or feel sorrow. Instead, he had a satisfied smirk on his lips, his face full of pleasure as he inhaled the other's scent.

"Chuuya.. Stay by my side only.. okay?"

For a moment, Chuuya hesitated. Something felt wrong but he couldn't quite put a finger on it.

"Only if you promise to be loyal to me." he sighed and broke the hug, facing his tear stained partner.

Dazai smiled and nodded. He happily pecked Chuuya on his cheek. "I'll make you some food, okay?" Chuuya says, clearly blushing.

"Please~" Dazai sang as he walked cover to the kitchen chairs and sat down.

The ginger chuckled as he headed to the fridge, preparing ingredients.

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It was evening now and Chuuya had just finished washing the dishes. He was starting to feel very drowsy as he went and sat on the couch next to his partner.

"Chuuya, I want to ask you something."

Chuuya leaned onto Dazai's shoulder and lazily replied, "What is it?"

"Why did you hesitate earlier?"

Chuuya froze. "What do you mean?" he smiled brightly.

"Did you consider leaving me?" he asked once again, "Did you?"

"Of course not.." Chuuya said. But as he was about to continue, he sees the twisted expression on Dazai's face, especially those eyes that darkened.

"Is that so?" he smiles, his eyes still glaring at Chuuya.

"Yeah.." In a flash, the twisted look on Dazai's face disappeared as if it never happened. His smile seemed more soft now and his eyes relaxed.

Chuuya didn't dare to let out a relieved sigh. "I'm tired! Let's sleep Chuuyaaa.." he whined.

Chuuya could not say anything but nod and keep a smile on his face. His voice would've gave away his fear.

-

As soon as the pair enter their bedroom, Chuuya instantly falls onto the bed. He was feeling a bit more tired than usual for some reason.

Dazai locked their door and came onto the bed with Chuuya. He smiled as he watched his sleeping partner.

But his sweet smile turned dark again.
"My dear Chuuya, you won't ever leave me again."

—/—/—

"Dazai!!!.." he panicked, "There's something wrong with me..!!!"

"What is it Chuuya?" he sweetly caresses his head.

"I can't feel it.." he cried,
"My legs.. I can't feel it anymore."

lmao its been too long since ive done more angst. ehehehejdjdjd srry for not posting i have so many discontinued drafts.

(explanation: When Chuuya was making the food, Dazai drugged it with ridocaine. It is a real drug meant for dogs. If a human takes it, they will paralyze their legs and not be able to feel it or walk. You have to take the drug daily for it to work. Chuuya and Dazai lives together so it gives Dazai easy access to their food. Dazai did that so Chuuya wouldn't be able to leave. :3 )

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