How are you gonna turn it all back

the confrontation

Itt had constantly the feeling that someone was following him and had his eyes on him not just at the University but for like 1 month now. He first noticed it after the conversation with Gear about him attending university but he thought it was nonsense and forgot about it. But after another week of that feeling he knew that someone was following him so he tried to keep his eyes open but he couldn't see anyone. He thought if he was being paranoid and tried to forget it again and for one week he didn't have that feeling and thought his mind was making it up since he had no proof. 

But he was sure after he was in a club and someone was taking an interest in him he said to that person named Am that he would go to the toilet and would be back right away. But after he got back he saw how terrified that person looked and he wanted to go to that person but Am said that he was sorry and went away. Itt then had the idea that it could only be Day who was following him.

Back to the conversation

Itt: Day what exactly do you think you are doing right now.

Itt was angry because he told Day that he needed time.

Day: I was looking after you in case something happens to you. I told you that I can't live without you. I really miss you Itt.

Itt: looking after me you must be kidding right. And I asked you to leave me alone didn't I and you said that you would respect my wish. So why are you following me.

Day: as I said I really miss you Itt I really can't live without you because I think I am going crazy when I don't have you around.

Itt: thats not called love it's called obsession.

Day: that's not true and you know it I really love you.

Itt was slowly losing his cool how dare Day stand in front of him and be so calm as if he was in control.

Itt: love me you say you love me but then why didn't your heart remember me even if your mind forgot about me. Day you wanted to kill me, so do you think I would just go back together with you because I love you. To be honest I don't even know if we should have in the first place gotten together because I always had to do what you wanted. After looked at our relationship I never had a mind of my own I always had to follow you. You always said that we should talk about anything but that never for once implied to you because you always said it was for my own safety that's why you didn't tell me.

Day: yes I know that I made a lot of mistakes in our relationship and if I could reset it I would but sadly I can't do that. All I can say is that I love you the most and I need you in my live. So I am asking you Itt can't you give me another chance?

Itt: day I don't know if I can do that because you have deeply hurt me. Yes it's true I miss you as well and there wasn't a moment where I didn't miss you in the 2 months and I still love you as much as I did before but is love enough for our relationship because whenever I think of getting back with you I always remember the feeling of your hands almost killing me.

Day didn't knew what to say to itt because as much as he wanted to forget he hurt itt like no one has ever done before but he also knew that he can't life without itt. But he knew that he won't get itt back if he continues to follow him. It won't help itt and definitely not him because one thing was for sure he had to change himself for the better because he realized that he has a lot of problems so he decided to talk about that with itt and if that's would change his mind.

Day: you are right I hurt you itt and I think it I will respect your wish and I want to tell you I am really sorry for what I did to you. I will try to change myself for the better from now one and go to a therapy were i can get help.

Itt was really surprised because he never thought Day would listen to him and even suggestion a therapy to help. He was feeling happy with that change even if he didn't wanted to admit that yet.

Itt: I think it's a good idea and it will definitely help you. But one more thing I want you to go to the therapy because of yourself and not because you think I will get back together with you because of it because this is something that I can't promise you because I don't know yet if I will ever be ready to open up for you again and trust you like I did.

Day knew that itt would be saying that but he really wanted to change because otherwise the same will happen again later if they just get back together. So he was determined to change himself for the better even if that only means being itts friend.

Day: Itt I really wanna change myself for the better.

Itt: that's good than I really hope you succeed but I believe in you that you can do that.

Day: one more thing I want to ask you itt.

Itt: what is it?

Day: could we be friends for the time being so that we can still see each other.

Itt: honestly I don't know if that is a good idea for both of us. I think I need distance to really get my life together and I don't know if I can do that if you are around. Sorry day but I don't think it's a good idea.

Day was sad to hear that he couldn't be friends with Itt but he kind of expected that. But he get where Itt is coming from so he decided to just say good bye for the time being.

Day: ok that's fine I am a little bit sad but I get it to be honest. Ok bye see you next time itt.

Itt: bye day and good luck.