How are you gonna turn it all back

the realization

The moment i feld a sharp pain around my neck i mostly knew that it would be my end i couldn't breathe properly.
Till this moment i hoped that with my care day would remember but i never knew I could be so wrong about a thing. Seems like my love for day was nothing. But it also gives me a relief because after i die i don't have to witness day with Nick anymore. After i told day that i will forever love him I knew it was real but i don't know if I can keep that promise.

Itt didn't knew there but it broke his heart into pieces and these pieces wouldn't go together that soon.
Since once broken it hardly can get together again.

I wrote this story before i started to read the actual novel of love syndrome. That's why I didn't realize that nick is actually the best friend of itt (brick).