Lost Time

Where it all begins

Shawn's POV

"Mommy, can you pwease cuddle with me?" Blue was pleading, using her puppy eyes as we sat on her bed at Mama T's place.

I can see in Bey's eyes that she's slowly giving in, but I really hope it's not the case. We've been sitting here for an hour or so, trying to put her to sleep like we did with the twins, but Blue is not having it. She came up with hundreds of ideas and excuses so we wouldn't leave for our weekly date night. Like right now. She's just playing with her Mother's emotions, knowing full well she would never deny their request to be all up under her. She wants to cherish these moments before they decide it's not cool anymore.

"How about Mommy brings you a glass of warm milk and sings you a song? I'll even sneak in a cookie for you, then tomorrow we can cuddle and do anything you want baby." Bey said surprising the both of us that she had enough willpower to say no. Even Blue knew that she had no chance after this so she gave in, but she still wore that sad expression on her face.

Bey stood up and left to go to the kitchen quickly, while I continued to look at my oldest. 

"What's wrong Bluebear? Why don't you want us to leave?" I asked because this behavior is very unlike her.

"Daddy, something is not right, I can just feel it. Please don't leave tonight." She was still pouting as she gave a last chance to convince me of staying.

"Blue, nothing's going to happen. We'll just go to a restaurant and then watch a movie with your mother. Before you know it, we'll be back for you and your siblings tomorrow." I said as I gently put a stray hair behind her ear.

Bey came back and gave Blue the milk and cookie. After she was finished, she gave me the glass and laid back in her bed. Bey started to sing one of their favorite songs in her sweet motherly tone. I swear she would make the greatest singer of all time if she chose to pursue a career, but she's happy where she's at. She's the most acclaimed obstetrician in America and I couldn't be more proud of my baby. Anyway, she's about to finish the song and Blue is finally asleep. We both kissed her forehead and left her room with big smiles on our faces.

I pulled her closer to me as we made our waydown the steps. I pecked her lips and grabbed her ass. I just can't wait to gethome after dinner. As we left, Mama T gave me a condom and told me not to gether daughter pregnant again or not this soon at least.

She already knows what's up.

We got in the car and held hands the whole way to the restaurant while sitting in a comfortable silence. We both just tried to take in the well-deserved alone time. We make sure to have one night to ourselves every week.

We arrived at the restaurant and I helped Beyout of the car. I had a private room reserved for us, so we wouldn't have towait in the long line. We got seated and soon the waiter came and took ourorders. We enjoyed the dinner, chatted about everything and nothing, made eachother laugh, and just held onto the other. It was perfect, but now I gotta havemy dessert as well.

I guess Bey had the same thing on her mindjudging by the look she gave me and her leg going up and down on mine.

We left in a hurry to get to our home.

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We just made it home and the door is not even closed yet, but our clothes are flying left and right. We made it upstairs to our bedroom, our lips and hands never leaving each other. I kiss down her body, slowly making my way to MY pretty pussy. I stop for a second because I just have this weird feeling, but I quickly shake it off as Bey pulls me in for a passionate kiss. We came up for air after a good five minutes and as I look into her beautiful amber eyes I can't help but feel this indescribable love. This is the best feeling ever, I wish we could stay like this forever.

"I'm so in love with you Beyoncé" I said as I interlocked our fingers. I usually use pet names, but I knew she would understand just how serious I am by saying her full name.

"I'm so in love with you Shawn" she said with a single tear rolling down her cheek that I kissed away.

I was about to slowly enter her to make love until the sun comes up, but the next thing I know there is this ticking sound, and then BOOM. What the fuck! I can't see shit, I can't hear shit. I think I flew off the bed but I can still feel Bey in my arms, so I guess that's a good thing. After a couple of minutes, all my senses slowly came back. I open my eyes and look down at Bey, but she doesn't do the same. I try to wake her, shake her, call her name, but she doesn't show any sign of life. NO NO NO, please God don't fucking do this to me. I check her pulse and it's too faint, I can hardly feel anything. I try to quickly stand up, but my legs won't let me. I look down and it's stuck under parts of the roof. Umm, I finally take a look around and realize we're now in our downstairs living room and as I look up I can see the sky through the big ass hole on our first floor and the roof. Around us there are flames and smoke, our bed also came down with us and everything is broken.

I remove everything as quickly from my body as I can and run around searching for a phone as fast as my legs allow me to. Finally, I found one. I called 911 and they said help is on the way. I quickly went back to Bey who was still lying on the floor unconscious. I scoop her limp body up into my arms and hold her close to me as I try to make my way out of the burning house. 

We finally got out just as the ambulance arrived, so I took her body to the car. They immediately started working on her screaming all kinds of codes I didn't understand. Fuck, why couldn't I choose to be a doctor?!

Another ambulance came and took me away despite all the fight I tried to put on, but I couldn't deny that my body was getting weaker.

The whole way to the hospital the only thing on my mind was 'Is my wife still alive?'

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