"Interlinked" Officer K x Fem!reader Blade Runner 2049

Part 3

K just looked ahead towards the direction of the apartment building, "Y/n Im not bothered in the slightest, I'm just happy to help, afterall you helped me..." I awkwardly nodded and faced forward to continue walking, K lightly touched my shoulder, I paused and made eye contact with him, "Y/n are you okay... I know I only just met you yesterday but this situation must be very overwhelming for you."

I answered glumly, "I will be okay, everything will get better eventually" K nodded sympathetically, we both continued our trek, letting the rain and flickering lights of nearby advertisements envelope us in a comfortable stillness. Not long after, we were at the apartment building, exhaustion overcame me swiftly, I apparently was affected by the events of the day more than I thought. K and I walked up the stairs almost in sync, oftentimes I wonder if the person I'm in sync with is thinking similar things or feels similar emotions as me, it makes me feel just a tad bit less lonely. We reach the top of the stairs equally worn out from the stress were experiencing, I give K my brightest smile "Thank you so much for stepping in back there, I needed that more than ever" K nodded not returning my smile nor conveying a negative look. "Anyone would have done the same...your welcome I guess" I tilted my head a bit while softly gazing into his eyes "You don't smile much do you?"

He turns slightly to look at his apartment door, giving obvious signals that he wishes to stop the conversation, my checks flush with embarrassment, I should not have said that! WHAT WAS I THINKING, WHERE ARE MY MANNERS I hurriedly blurted "You look really tired, I should go! Have a good night." In reality that sentence definitely sounded like I was having a stroke, it came out as a jumbled mess. K just nodded, he turned towards his door and unlocked it, swiftly closing it behind him, I took a bit longer to unlock my door because of my chronic condition of being clumsy, I'm improving day by day though. Once my stupid friggin door finally unlocked I rushed in and locked it, I can't handle how embarrassing that was!! poor K! I groaned loudly, my life is over how does one move forth from that, I cover my face with my hands, he definitely hates me...I can't think about any longer. What I need is a shower and dinner big time.

                                                                                ★Time Skip★

After a 20 minute shower and delicious soup I feel rejuvenated, and slightly more capable of handling whatever else comes my way, I was thinking about how capable I feel when a reminder of what I said to K pops in my head, oh lawd what do I do! why do I never think before speaking, I should apologize..or would that make it more awkward. In consideration of my sanity I will figure it out tomorrow, as of now glorious well needed sleep is due, before I experience a relaxing day off, since tomorrow is Saturday one of my day offs, the other day being Sunday, so basically just the weekend.

AUTHORS NOTE
I love Ryan gosling so much, though I love him I had no motivation to write this from lack of readers ect, a comment on the last chapter really motivated me, so ty! <3