Trust me

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Tw: slight mention of eating disorder
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Genya POV:
About an hour later I hear a shuffling near the door. I open it immediately to see muichiro standing there. I hugged him right in the doorway. I was crying. I couldn't help it. I was so upset for the absence of my crush. He started sobbing in my shoulder. We both fell to our knees  still crying and hugging. At this point we knew. We needed eachother.
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-3 weeks later-
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"Good morning Mui!" I say cheerfully. "Good morning to you to Genya-kun" Muichiro giggled. We have became much closer of the past few weeks. Muichiro has also bean eating more! Not a lot, but enough! I've gotten to know his more childish side, which is absolutely adorable. And throughout these weeks I have finally come to my senses and became at peace that I had a crush on Muichiro. Sure it's not like we haven't experienced some bad times. Like the other day he had another episode of some sort, and he also has depression which brings him down sometimes, but we always get through it...
Together.
It did take sometime to regain his trust, which I was not upset about. I overstepped a boundary, and that is my fault. But in the end, I'm glad I told Tanjiro. Tanjiro gave me helpful methods, and tips to help muichiro, and now when muichiro is struggling, though I can tell it is hard for him to ask for help, he comes to me. Today me and him made plans to eat at a cafe today! He is finally able to go to restaurants! Sure he'll got to get a small portion, but hey! Still progress am I right?
School was miserably slow today. All I wanted was to hang out with muichiro. Me and him sit together at lunch, for he has gotten pretty distant from my friends. But I don't care. I love him so much! I don't know why I'm simping over him so much today... but I just miss him so much. I wanna talk to him. I wanna hug him. I wanna kiss him.
BRRRRRRRRRR
FINALLY ITS LUNCH! I rush over to the place I sit with Muichiro. "Hi Muichiro!" I greet him. "Hello gengen" muichiro cheerfully responded. "Did you eat yet today?" I asked. "Not really" Muichiro sighed. "Come on eat" I said worried. "But I wanna be able to eat while we are at the cafe!" He cried. "It's okay! Just eat a small portion! It's not good to skip meals!!" I calmly stated. Muichiro hummed in response. I continued to eat my bento and saw Muichiro not eating. "Are you okay Mui?" I asked. He mumbled in response. "Words muichiro." "I forgot my bento" He shyly said. "Oh we'll have some of mine!" "It's ok" "are you sure?" "Yep!"
-rest of the day cuz the author is lazy-
Muichiro POV:
I'm making my way to cafe. I'm going to try to eat as much as I can. I wanna make Genya happy. I can tell I've been stressing him out by not eating. Honestly he's the only reason why I've been eating. I make it to the cafe, and sit down patiently waiting for Genya. After about ten minutes I was starting to maybe think it was a joke, and didn't mean it. But sure enough after 10 more minutes, I see a tall structure rushing through the door. "Sorry Mui!" He yelled towards me, as I blushed. Wait, why am I blushing. Maybe I'm sick? Anyway he orders a breakfast burrito, and I order a kids size sandwich. "Sorry I was late, the teacher had me stay after class." Genya apologized. "It's Fine, I thought you just did it as a joke" I slightly laughed "huh?! Of course I wouldn't! Why would you think that?!" "Just past experiences" I simply said. "Oh."
Genya POV:
"By the way Mui, Aoi invited to a party" I saw his eyes glance up. "Would you like to go with me? Just for fun?" I asked. "Uhh, that might not be a good idea. I'm not very good in social situations, and I'm not very close with Aoi" he worried. "It's okay! We'll be together the whole time!" I said, "trust me!" Muichiro sighed, "Okay fine, when is it?" "Tomorrow" I immediately responded. "Okay" After a few more minutes of talking, the waiter came over. "Here you go sir" she said politely. "And kids sandwich for this cutie" as she pinched Mui's cheeks. She then turned to me "Is she your daughter?" She asked me. "Uhhh, HE is actually my friend, he is 16 and I'm 17" I awkwardly explained. Muichiro just sat there embarrassed.
Muichiro POV:
Oof that's embarrassing I thought to myself. I know I'm not that tall, but she really thought I was his daughter (quietly dies inside) I took a look at my food and thought to myself "I can do this, I can eat this whole thing" I grabbed the sandwich and started eating. Me and Genya slightly chatted while eating, and when I took my last bite, I was overjoyed. I know it seems like a dumb reason to cry, but I haven't finished a meal in so long, it felt like a milestone. Genya noticed this and started to panic. "HEY- hey are you okay there?" He stuttered. "Im great" I cried, giving him a genuine smile.
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I just started to fall asleep, then I realized. I AGREED TO GO TO A PARTY! AHHHH! I jumped right out of bed, and started putting together clothing, and got a bag with all things I needed before I most likely forgot tomorrow. I started to get nervous. Will I be okay tomorrow going there?
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The next day
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It's about 2pm and me and Genya are making our way towards Aoi's house, which is about 20 mins away. "Okay Mui, if you feel uncomfortable at any point, please tell me and we will leave, okay?" "Mhm" I quietly hummed. We walked in and saw people drinking. Oh great.

Word count: 1017

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