Skinny (on hold)

Why me?

Tw: r@pe
Muichiro POV:
I walk into then party, oh god I already feel uncomfortable. I really wanna stay the whole time, because Genya seemed really excited. We almost instantly made our way over towards the bar, and Genya got eight shots! "Jeez Gen, isn't that a bit much?" I asked. "It's fine, it's a party" "Mhm" I silently agreed. "We'll come on! Let's do something!" He said grabbing my sleeve. We played truth or dare. Everyone kept drinking, which was a lot. Genya already had about 12 shots! "Hey Genya! Truth or dare?" A very drunk Zenitsu yelled toward Genya. "Dare!" "I dare you to make out with Tanjiro" Zenitsu sneered. "Bet" Genya said as he wobbled towards Tanjiro. Mr Heart sunk, I knew they were both very drunk, but it still hurt. I just got up and made my way towards the bathroom, as tears rolled down my cheeks. "Awww what's wrong cutie?" A drunk voice called out. It sounded young, yet raspy. I turned and was face to face with a boy a grade above me named Enmu. "I-I'm just overwhelmed" I admitted to him, taking a deep breathe. "Wanna go somewhere more private so you can calm down?" He said sweetly. It sounded sketchy, but I was so upset I just agreed, anywhere to get away from the crowd. We got to a room, and I heard him lock the door behind me. "Come here" he called, as he started unbuttoning his pants. My eyes widened. "Uhh I should really get goi-" "NO GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE" he yelled. I walked over there and was being demanded to take my clothing off. "Please I really don't feel comfortable-" "I DONT GIVE A FUCK!" He screamed. I didn't know what to do. I was scared. I just did as he told, hoping he wouldn't hurt me. After I was done, he put handcuffs on me. Tears continued. I thought to myself...
Am I really going to get raped? Am I really just gonna let it happen? Why? Why don't I scream? Why can't I do anything?
"Suck" he demanded with his unclothed dick in my face. "Please n-" I said before he grabbed the back of my head, and face fucked me. Eventually, he aggressively picked me up, for I am very small compared to him. Then he threw me down on the bed. "Get on your hands and knees NOW" he forcefully yelled. I obeyed him, and he then told me to suck his fingers. He then stuck all three of them at once. "Nng- AHH" I screamed. He continued to pull the fingers in and out until I was stretched out enough. I tried one last time, to beg him to stop. He refused. "Since your not cooperating, I'm not going easy on you." He smirked as he slammed his length into me. "MmM- a- AHhH" I practically screamed. "Keep moaning! Louder too!" He said. I tried my best not to please him, and not to moan, but my body reacted on its own. I couldn't stop. At this point I was basically crying. I already released about 2 times, but he kept on going. God it must have been about 2 hours. I was in so much pain. I was so overstimulated. I honestly just wanted to die. My legs felt weak, then I collapsed. That must have made Enmu mad, because he started thrusting harder, and harder. "Come on you little slut. You know you want me~" "N- no please. I d-dont want to do th-this. Did I d-do something wr-wrong?" I cried, on the verge of passing out from over sensitivity. "Nope, you just got a good ass" he said with a smug look. After he cummed for the 3rd time, he finally came out of me. "Clean me up, and I'll leave you alone." I did as I was told. He buckled up his pants, and walked away. I just sat there, covered with semen and other bodily fluids. I was still so stunned. I couldn't do anything. My legs felt like jelly. After about 20 minutes I got up. Wobbling. I went around looking for my pants and shirt. Once I found them, I made my way down the stairs, in order to find Genya. Great. He was now making out with Daki. I walk up to him and pull his shirt. He turned around and pushed me. "What do you want asshole?" "I wanna go home" I said. "No" he simply said. "Please!?" "No" "but you promised?" "I don't care"
I just looked at him. "He really doesn't care?" I thought to myself. I eventually went up to Tanjiro. He hadn't drank that much, and was just sitting recording people being idiots. "Tanjiro may you bring me home please?" I asked. "Oh hi! Why don't you ask Genya, didn't he say he would drive you h-" he stopped once he saw the tears that threatened to come out of my eyes. "Okay sure" he agreed. He brought me home, and about 3 hours later. Genya came. He seemed like he was coming back to his senses. It looks like he is hungover. I went to sleep.
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At about 2:00 am I woke up, and threw up all the semen I was forced to swallow before. I just sat there crying, I couldn't help it. I went in search for the razor, and I cut. I cut deep. I was happy. I deserved it. I just kept cutting. I had added about 23 new cuts to my wrists and thighs. I would have continued if I didn't hear a voice from outside. It was Genya. "Hey Mui, Are you good in there?" I just cried harder. "Muichiro if you don't answer me I'm breaking down this door" he said worried. "I DONT GIVE A FUCK" I cried. He eventually got in by using a key, and he saw my state. "Mui" he said before breaking down in tears. I just kept crying. "Why would you do this to yourself" Genya cried. I just sobbed in response. "I just wanna kill myself" I whispered to him. "Mui stop Right now your scaring me!" He yelled. I just walked over to him and hugged him. We stayed like that for at least ten minutes. He then got me cleaned up, and bandaged my arms. "Try to get to bed, you can explain in the morning." He said. I went up to him and asked quietly, "Can we cuddle?"
Genya POV:
"Of course" I responded before I lifted up the bed spread, and let him lay down. He was never really the cuddly type, but to be fair neither was I. I held him in my arms, along sure no harm can ever get to him. 𝓘 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓴𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯. I started to tear up again. I love him so much. I hope he knows that.
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At about 7:30 am
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I woke up to Muichiro crying. I look at him and ask, "Are you ready to talk about it?" He simply looked at me with sad eyes. "I- I g-got r-raped" "what?" Was all I could respond with. I was so stunned. "When by who?" I questioned. "By Enmu, and it w-was at the party" he whispered. "WHAT?" I yelled. "Why didn't you tell me Mui?!" Then his expression turned from sad to angry. "I did" he said "And you said you didn't care." My heart sunk. "What do you mean" I asked. "I TOLD YOU I GOT FUCKING RAPED AND YOU DIDNT FUCKING CARE! YOU WERE TOO BUSY MAKING OUT WITH DAKI, AND WHEN I TOLD YOU IF YOU COULD BRING ME HOME YOU TOLD ME FUCKING N-" he got cut off by me hugging him. "IM SO SORRY" I cried, basically balling at this point. "I promise I'll make it up to you." I promised. He gimme din response as he cuddled into my chest. God I fucked up i thought to myself. Now how to make it up...
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