3. I stray from love. I stray from feelings.

99 6 3
                                    

Hey guys! This is a new chapter ... as you can see , a youtube link is attached to this one..anyway, i know it isn't the best one yet but...This one just shows feelings , hearts and how two people can fall in love , step by step.

ENJOY <3

~Andreea

(Cole's POV)

Yesterday was...weird. I have been chosen for a dance act and I don't remember a time when I said that I would like to join that. Plus , I had to share my act with a girl I've never seen before. Her name was Julie..she was shorter than me , she had beautiful brown eyes , dark hair and at the beginning I could see that she was a bit scared ..of me. Another scared person.. I hate being seen as a teen monster that's eating people, but if I show another side I will be used by the others because let's be realistic , that's how people are. If you're too good they use you and profit by your patience and all. But if you're bad they all judge you.

If you aren't with them , you're against them. Um , good game.

Thinking Out Loud - Ed Sheeran.

That's the song Julie and I have the choreography for. Such a beautiful song but too sweet for me. I always pretend that I don't like anything but deep inside.. I really do.

"I was actually waiting for you to stop thinking so much but you got too lost in your thoughts" said Oscar.
"Sorry. What's up?"
"Nothing much..so you and that Julie girl , huh?"
"Oh shut up . I don't like her." I said.
"Should I be surprised?"
"What do you mean"
"You don't like anyone"
"Oh thanks. " i said rolling my eyes.

Yeah ok I know I'm the cold heart right there but you accept me, ok. You don't accept me , ok.
I really don't have a problem with people liking me or not. I can sleep at night.
Well ..I'm lying..thoughts are killing me at night...I always think of that..day.. Gosh...I miss my parents so much..sometimes when I have doubts..I always imagine myself asking them for help but...they're not here... I'm used to knowing that but...I miss them...so much...And now the view of them being killed is still on my mind...I just can't get it out of my head. The killers will pay..in one way or another..
Yeah..enough with that...I have to go .

"Oscar , can we go now please? I'll be late for the dance rehearsal. I don't wanna get in trouble or get famous for 'not being serious' , you know"
"Alright. Let's go. "

We started walking . At first I have dance rehearsal for that damn act , then I have music rehearsal . I haven't got anything prepared. Eh , whatever.

-----

"Okay so you're going to dance , right? "
"Yes Oscar , I am. Can you just stop acting like you don't know a thing about everything around?"
"Can you stop being mean?"
"Oh" . That's all I said , then I left.

Am I really that mean? I just say what I'm thinking.

I went to the dance rehearsal where I found the choreographer standing on a chair looking at some other people who were dancing too.

"Hello." I said.
"Hi. I thought you were going to ignore that little rehearsal. You've got some time to practice here too. Where's the girl?"
"I have no idea.." I said.
"Well go and look up for her, or call her "
"I'm going to call her" i said cheking my phone. I went through my contacts until I found her , then I called .

---calling sound---

"Hello?" She answered.
"Hey, it's me. " i said.
"What's up?"
"Nothing much..are you coming?"
"I'm on my way , I'll be there in 2 minutes. "
"Alright come on. "
"Bye"

Awake My Soul ( Cole Pendery )Where stories live. Discover now