Awake My Soul ( Cole Pendery )

6. I love you...

HEY! How are you? I hope you're all doing great ♡ I hope you all enjoy this. I am not gonna post so soon again :( school starts again but I will try to write a litte something, each day♡

PS: None of the lyrics are mine! I'm picking up different songs so nothings is written by me!!

~Andreea

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Julie's POV

-FOLLOWING DAY-

I'm broken..yes..that's the word that describes the way I feel..

"I don't feel anything , never have,never will" while I was dying hearing all of that..

Love sucks.

I can't believe how stupid I am for trusting him..Lydia was right..I can't wait to talk to her today..

*calls*

"Hi Lydia" I said
"What do you want? And why is your voice like that? Sounds like you cried or have been sick"
"You were right about everything.."
"What? What happened?"
"He's a jerk..he just showed me his real face.."
"Oh..yay...I mean awful! Want me to come confort my sweet best friend?"
"If you can..that would be great." I said
"I'm coming, I was walking so I am near "
"Okay. See ya." I said .

Yes,my voice is awful now..I cried all night like an idiot over something , someone ..it's pointless..but I did it..
I didn't even let my mother see me. I just told her I needed to sleep..I hate my life right now...

I heard the door , someone came in. It was Lydia . I came closer and hugged her.

"Wow what's up with all these hugs" she said
"Nothing really..I'm just hurt and need you "
"Well I was right, huh?"
"Yes.."
"I told you, never talk to him cause he is bad but you are so stubborn. I hope that's a lesson. But hey, the show is coming..how are you gonna do this if you won't talk to each other?"
"I am not gonna do this . I'm canceling.." I said looking down.
"Oh..okay..I am sorry dear..but life goes on, with or without him! He doesn't even deserve someone, too bad for having someone like you near " she said petting my shoulder
"Yeah but..I still can't understand, something is wrong..I"
"There's nothing wrong dear, that's him , that's the situation. Get used"
"Alright..you're..you're right..yeah.." I said as i sighed..
"Mhm. "

I heard my phone ringing. I took it in my hands to see who was calling. It was Cole . I didn't answer ..I let it ring

"Who's calling?" Lydia asked
"Nobody important..hey..I want to be alone ..just a sudden sadness that hit me hard .I hope you don't mind" i said
"It's okay, I'll talk to you later or just contact me when you need me"
"Alright,thank you" I said leading her to the door

After she went out, I locked the door and went to my room ; there I had my piano. I sat on the chair and felt like singing , just to let my emotions out..

"I look and stare so deep in your eyes,
I touch on you more and more everytime,
When you leave I'm begging you not to go
Call your name two or three times in a row,
Such a funny thing for me to try to explain
How I'm feeling and my pride is the one to blame.
Yeah..cause I know I don't understand,
Just how your love can do what no else can..

Got me looking so crazy right now,your love's
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me looking so crazy right now, your touch
Got me looking so crazy right now
Got me hoping you'll page me right now,your kiss
Got me hoping you'll save me right now
Looking so crazy in love's,
Got me looking , got me looking so crazy in love...