"You won't understand. It's not easy for me, you are blessed one while I'm the one struggling alone."
"YOU'RE NOT ALONE. DAMN IT !!" Seonghwa said serious
" Shit, shit, shit!! you're a mess scar" I cursed myself looking in the mirror
" God, anyone can say I cried. F**k me!! " I almost screamed.
"Idea... mom I am not having breakfast, I'm unpacking my stuff" I screamed from my room which's on 1st floor.
" You didn't unpacked yet, god!! Fine eat when you get free" mom yelled to which I sigh in relief.
"Okay let's get is done" I said and started unpacking my bags, when I opened the drawer robe, my eyes widen and I smiled " Books!!" I took one of them in my hand and smelled them " my love... did aunt bought it?... maybe" I took out all the book and sat on the floor to put all books in order, that's when I heard door getting open and i looked up and saw Hwa coming in my direction with 2 plates in his hands.
Seonghwa's pov:
We all gather for breakfast but as Cer said she didn't joined us, which made not to eat to.
" Mom can I eat with Cer?" I asked mom "yes honey, it'll be good "
I gave mom a bright smile and said "thank you" with that I went to the kitchen and prepared 2 plates of pancakes with chocolate sauce and strawberries and went up stairs, as I opened the door I saw Cer sitting on the floor:
"Cer!! your bunny pan-... Oh finally you found em" I saw Cer with the books I bought for her and noticed her Puffy eyes which made me worried. "Did she cried? Why?"
"oh yes... I found them in drawer. Who bought these? aunt?" she asked as I sat down beside her, but instead of answering her question I asked:
" What happened to your eyes? did you cried?" I saw her expression changed in little shocked and embarrassed.
" ah, oh, that-... yeah I did cried watching a sad ending movie last night... and I was embarrassed to show up with puffy eyes and you know that Sannie will make fun of me, so I didn't joined for breakfast" hearing her words made me feel relieved.
" Oh okay but you don't have to do this. I mean from nowon's whenever you want watch any sad movie or show call me, we'll watch it together and if you cry I'll cry with you" I said
" hmm okay... but what if you don't cry?" she questioned
" then... I'll try to make you happy so that you won't cry anymore" I smiled "deal?" to which she nodded "deal" and started laughing until she saw pancakes.
"wow bunny pancakes my favorite" her eyes shining
"here little hamster" I passed her plate of pancakes
"Thanks and Don't you dare call me that" she said crossing her arms
"Call you what?" I raised my brows
" You know very well...That. Don't call me that" sulking
" hmm ... what? hamster?" I teased
"yes" she rolled her eyes "I don't like that"
"Why? What's wrong with Hamster? they're so cute and fluffy and-"
"Puffy. fat right?" "no...but your eyes remind me of them" she started hitting me small punches " ok ok I'll not call you that. Okay?" and she let go of me saying "Good" and then she took a bite of pancakes and i stared eating with her.
" So delicious!!... btw you didn't answer my question, who bought these books?"
"hmm... I did." I said and saw the impressed happy face of her, like she just won a treasure.
" really?... wow.. I mean thank you and this... omg how you got this isn't it like exclusive? " she flip the pages like a excited baby who find everything new and exciting and she stopped.
"Th- this, how you got autograph with personal message... its so expensive"
" Well... remember last summer I accidently threw your book in ocean and how you got so angry that you didn't talked to me for 4 whole days... well mom told me a gentleman should make up to their mistakes, So here I am making up for my-" I didn't even complete my sentence and she hugged me, so tightly, so warm, her breath against my neck when she thanked me. My god the smell of her musky perfume hit my nose is driving me crazy, not wasting time I hugged her back, tightly and thought what song she would choose to fit in this situation and only thing I remember is a Taylor Swift song.
"Thank you... really I forgot about that long ago and I never thought you'll remember it" she brushed her nose on my neck and broke the hug.
" well I did and I can't forget how terrible I felt when you got angry bcuz of me" I was blushing so hard, praying god she didn't notice
"thank you so very much Hwa" she smiled
"yeah.. btw will you join me and san for tonight's bonfire? it happens every year"
"yeah sure I'll join you"
"okay then after dinner we'll go there" she nodded and I got up "okay then I'll go now have some work in backyard" "yeah go ahead" I gave her last smile and left the room
end of pov:
I started looking all books and saw that every single one of them have autograph and message " did - wow, he got every single one signed... I- how- god I have to thank him for these" I said and then suddenly thought that I can't feel like this cause he like someone else and what he did was just to correct his mistake, but I can't stop falling for what he did.. it never happened to me and no one ever did something like this. " why are you doing this to me? when you don't even like me, why are you giving me false hope?, why are you making my heart beat for you like crazy? why?" I grab my hair in frustration.
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