"You won't understand. It's not easy for me, you are blessed one while I'm the one struggling alone."
"YOU'RE NOT ALONE. DAMN IT !!" Seonghwa said serious
" Aww my boy, as sweet as ever and did you learn flirting from your mom?" mom replied turing and hugging seonghwa.
"When did I ever flirt?" aunt poured
" Guess you're beauty taught me" hwa teased "Naughty Boy!!" mom hit his arm playfully.
" Hey bro, how are you?" san and hwa did their buddy gesture and hugged each other'
I was just standing there starstruck, well who wouldn't right? he so handsome and bright and the way he behaves with my mother or any other women of mom's age, anyone will be swooned. Gosh the way he's coming towards is like movies in slow motion. God my heart is beating like crazy.
"Hey cer !!" he wrapped his arms around my waist. I did same.
His hold was so delicate and warm, his warm breath against my neck. God I wish times stops. "Hey" I replied in soft voice. As I broke the hug. (I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile, So good to me, so right And how you held me in your arms that September night) TS : back to december
" How's everything?" Seonghwa asked.
" Everything's good, and you?" "Im good just practicing surfing this summer"
"woah!! bro lets do it "And don't you guys forget me to include" I pouted
"Let's go in everyone, I made your favorite summer squash." Aunt said
" Watermelon Rose Squash" San and I said together and after looking at each other "who ever gets to aunt first, get two " San challenged " okay" we looked each other and run towards the aunt.
"aunt... gotcha" I said reaching to her and hold 2 glasses and sticking out my tongue to tease San.
" You started what I told you in the car?" mom said little frustrated.
" Com'on they are kids and its summer fun, jane let them enjoy " Aunt said passing glass to mom and hwa
" Hwa can you get some groceries and fresh tofu?"
"Sure mom" " Can I join?" I said with sparkly eyes.
" Of course Cer why would he mind" Aunt said.
"Ok let's go then" i nodded
" we'll be back soon" i said and left with him.
"Bye have fun" Aunt said "yess"
Seonghwa started driving and as we drive,the view of the ocean... the slaty winds , and "angel baby" playing in car, to which we both sing " Until you gave up heaven, so we could be together" and laughing, these are the moments which I always enjoy, the moments we are around each other, happy and free, just there living in the moment. I sometimes think that may be this is the reason which pulls me close to him.
" Its Good that Sanie is not here" hwa said as I look at him confused
" I mean the way he'll constantly say to change into some loud music" "yess I know right, he's always like this" to which he laughed
" what? " " nothing I just pictured you and him fighting over song... like a taylor song is playing which he wants to change and you don't" "Arghh why you think like that?" it hit his arm lightly.
"What, is it not like that? would you allow him to change song?" I gave him a death stare. " okay okay... btw how's your song writing going on?"
"hmm... it's good, I'm doing my best" " I know you'll do your best... so when are we hearing your song?"
" No anytime soon" he pull over the car and removed seatbelt "Why??" he whined " cause I- I don't know ... maybe I'm not confident" I got out of the car
"hmm but you're .... I don't understand why you don't feel confident. I mean you're so good in songwriting and I know you'll do good" I looked up at him thinking why he's so positive when I'm am not, he always does this make me feel that I can do it, that I'm perfect.
" How's this?" " Hmm yeah this will do" I said and just like that we did shopping and went home.
I entered in my room which was exactly as I left, my books, my reading glasses or pictures on the wall and fresh tulips " Nothing changed... mr. perfect is here too" I stroll around the room reliving all the moments I spend here.
"hey scar!! are you joining us to ocean?" "yess" I smiled.
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Hello, thank you for reading this fiction, all new chapters will be updated on every Saturday and Sunday. Enjoy Reading : )
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