My Personal Hell

Do you think I'm a whore?

Tom: Wake up pet.

I open my eyes to see Tom.

Tom: Get ready and dress slutty.

I decided not to argue with him because I didn't want him to hurt me.

I brushed my hair and put some red heels on to match my dress.

Im not sure why all the pets had to dress slutty today that's when kayana told me we were gonna sell drugs at a club to get money.

I hated this kind of shit.

I was in the back seat of toms car wishing this nightmare would end.

Tom:You look pretty.

I just ignored him and when we got there I immediately went with kayana but soon had to split to go in different corners of the club.

I was by toms corner, he was sitting on this couch with one girl on his left side and another one on his right.

The girls were all up on him but his eyes never ever left me.

I sold 4 bags of drugs to mostly college dudes then a hype song played and more people went on the dance floor blocking toms vision to me.

It was the perfect chance to escape.

I quickly ran to the back of the club and was in the dumpster part of the building, I took my heels off and climb the fence.

I made it on the other side and started dashing to the police station.

Nothing mattered to me anymore not kayana not nothing.

I ran without any stops.

I finally made it to the police station with a happy relieved sigh I walked in and collapsed because all my energy left my body.

As the police men we're helping me up I thought of the moment me and Tom had in the hospital but that was gone now.

I hate Tom kaulitz.

I told the police everything they looked scared when I mentioned toms name.

They put me in a room to calm down while they were contacting more people.

It was a little suspicious but as long as I was away from Tom I was ok.

Then I heard the door open I happily looked at the person who walked in but my smile quickly faded  I immediately backed up in the corner of the room with fear.

Tom: You must want to fucking die you bitch!
Tom said but you could tell he regretted what he said and was about to do fast.

He quickly grabbed my neck slamming me into the wall choking me.

I freaked out and was hitting and kicking him everywhere I could so he could let go but as I kept struggling his grip got tighter and tighter until I got light headed and stopped moving completely.

He let go then I kneed him in the stomach and tried running to the door but he picked me up and slammed me into the hard investigation table causing the air to get knocked out of me.

I gasped desperately for air as I gently held my sore neck.

He then got on top of me and started to pull my dress down.

I knew what he was gonna do.

Aurora: Tom please no!
I yelled as loud as I could but was quickly stopped by toms big hand covering my mouth.

I let my tears fall down my face and hit his hand.

I started shaking in fear.

He was shocked by my reaction and hesitated.

He then growled getting off me then grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the station then threw me in the backseat of his car.

He sped off to his house while I tried to calm down.

I slowly fell asleep after.

Toms pov

Tom: We are home come on.

I said but didn't hear a response.

I look in the back to see her asleep curled up into a ball.

I got out of the car and opened the door she was next to and slowly but gently picked her up and started walking to the house.

Not even a second of being inside the house that annoying bitch kayana came huffing and puffing yelling at me because I hurt Aurora.

Tom: Be thankful I didn't kill her ass for disobeying me, now shut the fuck up before I kill you!

Kayana slowly backed up and went back into bills room.

I sighed then brought Aurora into my room and put her on my bed.

I looked at the bruising on her arm and neck.

I hope she forgives me for that. 

But if I want to keep protecting her I have to act like she is nothing to me so no one tries to hurt her thinking they will hurt me.

I made sure she is in a comfortable position then leave the room so she can get some rest.

I got to get a drink then bill sat next to me.

Bill: Don't you think you did a little too much?

Tom: I know my wrongs bill it's just she doesn't fucking listen! How am I supposed to protect her?

Bill gave me a positive smile before patting my back then leaving.

I sighed and continued to drink the bottle of alcohol I had.

Soon I got extremely drunk.

Auroras pov

I was woken up by Tom.

He opened the door loudly and was just staring at me.

Aurora: What do you want.
I said coldy

Tom: Es tut mir Leid

Aurora: I don't know German Tom.

Tom: I'm sorry
He said in a hard sluggish German accent.

Aurora: Are you drunk?

Tom:ja

I rolled my eyes and went to the kitchen to look for some food.

I felt arms snake around my waist.

I sighed.

Aurora: If you want me to actually like you stop being a dick.

I said gently pushing Tom away.

Tom: I promise I will treat you better.

Aurora: I'm trusting you Tom.

Aurora: But if you ever hurt me like that ever again I will cut off your penis.

Tom: I promise I won't.

Aurora: Are you hungry?

Tom: Yes

I made Tom a turkey and cheese sandwich with some chips and he ate it all within a minute.

He seemed extremely tired after so I helped him to bed.

As I was about to leave he grabbed my hand gesturing for me to go in the bed and cuddle with him.

I was still extremely mad at him and really wanted to beat him up but I agreed.

I got in and started cuddling with him he had his head on my chest and his arms were wrapped around his waist while I had my hand on his head.

We both peacefully fell asleep.

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