We are Perfect

CHAPTER 12 - IM SORRY

I knocked on Gustavs door but he didn't answer as I expected. I went and knocked on Bills next and thank god he answered. "Hey y/n you ok? It's really late." Bill asked me. He seemed to still be a little tipsy from earlier. "Can I come in? I just don't wanna be near Georg right now." "Yea of course." Bill said as he gave me a hug. His face looked a little worried. "Did something happen?" He asked as we took a seat on his bed. "There was a girl talking to Georg at the club and I know it's silly but I got a little jealous and left, but he came back to the hotel room around 4 am and I asked him why he was gone so long and he didn't answer and went to bed." I told Bill and his face just got even more worried, it didn't make me feel better at all. "What did she look like?" Bill asked me. "She had uh red hair she was pretty curvy too, but I wasn't able to see her face. Gustav said she was an old friend of Georg's." I informed Bill. He whispered "Shit Taylor." under his breath. "What?? This really isn't helping Bill. Plus I really didn't wanna know that witches name." I told him as I stood up, at this point I was on the verge of tears. "It's nothing I swear y/n get some sleep. You take the bed I'll have the couch." Bill said then he gave me a hug and shut off the lights. The sun was slowly rising at this point so I just accepted what he said and went to sleep.

I woke up the next day alone in Bill's room. I didn't have anything with me so I just went back to me and Georg's hotel room. I knocked hoping he would answer since I forgot my key. Today was a free day so the band could explore the city. The door opened and it was Georg, I just walked in ignoring him and I sat on the bed. "Y/n can we please talk about last night?" He asked me grabbing my hand and sitting with me on the bed. "Yes I'd love to actually. Tell me why you were hanging with some red haired girl at the club? Does Taylor ring a bell?" I asked him. I gave him a dirty look as he sat there for a moment. I snatched my hand away. "Y/n, Taylor is my ex girlfriend. She offered me a drink so we could catch up at the bar and I drank a little to many and we kissed. That's when I went right back to you." He told me. "Wow Georg. What else did you do because I saw you with her again by the table when I got back from the bathroom." I was standing up at this point I was so filled with anger. "She tried to get me to sleep with her but I denied. Tom told me that you a Gustav had left so I knew you had seen me with her. I took a walk around the city to collect myself then I came back not realizing the time." Georg said. He was looking me in the eyes this time so I knew he wasn't lying. He stood up and grabbed my hand. "I'm so so so sorry y/n and I know your not going to forgive me right away but please understand it was all a mistake. I really don't want to lose you I don't know what I was thinking last night." "Georg I really am hurt. I'm glad you were able to admit what you did but I just can't be around you right now." I told him as I went into the bathroom. I had a full blown breakdown the second I closed the door. I can't believe he did that I don't care if he was drunk. I stayed in the bathroom for a while crying. Until someone knocked on the door. "Go away Georg" I said. "It's Gustav y/n let me in." Gustav Said softly. I opened the door and hugged him as I cried. "Georg told me what happened I'm so sorry." He told me. I could tell he was mad. He held me until I stopped crying. "Are you okay?" He asked. I nodded. "Get dressed we are gonna go out and see the town with the rest of the band ." Gustav told me and went to sit on the couch as I got ready. Georg was still in the room but I couldn't even look at him.

After I finished getting ready we left to go eat. We ended up settling on a little café not to far from the hotel. I sat in between Georg and Gustav which I was ok with. "I'm sooo hungry they better have good food here." Bill said in a dramatic tone. "Just because it's not McDonald's doesn't mean it's bad." Gustav said rolling his eyes. "Y/n im sorry." Georg whispered in my ear as he grabbed my hand. I was slowly forgiving him but I was still hurt. I just looked at him. I didn't pull my hand away until our food arrived. "Gustav you were right this might be better than McDonald's!" Bill said after he took a bite of his food. We all laughed "He isn't lying this food it's really good. Take a bite y/n!" Tom told me while trying to shove some food in my face. "Back up Tom!" I said while pushing his hand away. We finished eating and walked around town for a little then we had to get back on the bus for a two day drive to the next area.

    After we got on the bus I played on my laptop while Tom and bill played mortal combat. "TOM YOURE CHEATING!" " IM LITERALLY NOT YOU JUST SUCK!" Tom and Bill bickered back and fourth for a few minutes. "Guys... SHUT UP!" Georg yelled while pushing Tom. I giggled a little which made Georg smile. It was around 12 am when everyone started settling down. I got ready for bed and went into my room on the bus. "Am I allowed to sleep in here or do I gotta sleep in my bunk?" Georg asked as he leaned on the doorway. "Not tonight Georg." I said softly. "Okay i understand." He said and walked out. Bill came in soon after and slid the door shut behind him. "So what happened? Georg has been upset all day. I can tell you've been too your not that good at hiding it." Bill asked as he sat besides me. I explained the situation and he gave me a hug since I was about to cry. "I'm so sorry y/n but at least he had the sense to tell her to back off. Most guys wouldn't do that." Bill told me. "I know Bill but im still hurt. I'll forgive him soon just not right now." I told him. "I understand, goodnight." "Goodnight Bill." We told each other. We hugged and he left. Before I went to sleep i texted Ellie What happened.

Y/n - Ellie

Y/n - *explains what happened*

Ellie - wtf!! He is so messed up for that!! Idk how he pushed her off while he was drunk that impressive ngl. I think he really does like you then y/n. But that's no excuse for what he did!

Y/n - I know he likes me a lot but Idk
when to forgive him el. I miss him. Plus your right his feelings for me aren't any excuse to kiss other girls!

Ellie - Forgive him once your ready duh!🙄 but still I'm sure he really is sorry. I know how much you like him and me and josh have me rooting for you guys.
(Josh is Ellie's bf)

Y/n - you guys are weird but I understand. I'm gonna go to sleep el. Gn!!🫶

Ellie - goodnight ily!

     I put my phone down. Telling Ellie stuff always made me feel more relieved. So I was able to go to sleep a little easier that night.