A silent voice (Shoya Ishida x Reader)

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏𝟏: 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕘𝕚𝕗𝕥

Yuzuru's Pov
I showed Maria a picture of a grasshopper I took with my camera while she pointed at it saying a bug. "What are you doing here huh?" I hear Shoya speaking.

I turn towards him saying "I came over to play with Maria." He then reached into his pocket a brought out something that is shaped like a cat. "Hey uh, do you think Y/n would like this?" I grabbed it from his hands to take a closer look at it. It was my sisters favorite cat and it looked like a wallet. I faced to look at Shoya and nodded my head.
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"I brought you a present Y/n!" I say enthusiastically holding the cat-shaped wallet over my head while going into her room." I stopped at her doorway seeing her lay on her bed facing the wall and repeatedly touching her ear.

I brought the cat down seeing her cry. I felt terrible seeing her cry this hard. "What happened?" I walked up to her bed. "I'm just gonna leave this here.."
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Shoya's Pov
I was on my bicycle zoned out looking at Y/n on the other side of the street until I felt more weight at the back of it.

I turn to look at what put the extra weight on my bicycle and saw Naoka. "Naoka? Wha-what-" I tried saying until she interrupted. "Go! Go!" She said while raising her arms but once she saw that I wasn't going to move anytime soon she put them down.

"Hey, what are you doing?" I asked still confused about why she suddenly got on my bicycle. "Long time so see." She didn't answer my question. "Uhm yeah. Long time no see.." I turned forward just staring at something that seemed to catch Naoka's attention.

"Wait a minute, isn't that the deaf girl?" She asked most definitely looking at her too. "Yeah," I answered.

"Still all alone. Poor thing." I don't know why but her saying that made me feel triggered or something. I don't think she meant it though so there was no reason for me to get mad, right?

"Seriously Shoya it really has been way too long. Let's hang out soon." Right after what you said about Y/n I'm not so sure I want to be that close with Naoka. "Ah no I don't think so."

"Wow you really hate me don't you?" Naoka said in a monotone voice. "What?! No! I never said that." I said worrying but I feel like I shouldn't have said that.

"You know what Shoya? I always thought I should've made more of an effort to talk to you. I'm sorry about everything that happened when we were kids but it's not like it was that big of a deal."

Not that big of a deal? Seriously? How could she even say that?! All of us were bullying Y/n and all of you just pinned the blame on me! And now I'm trying to fix things we all caused for the girl I have f-! Wait.. no the girl that I wanted to be friends with.. yeah that's what I was going to say.

I realized I was being silent for a while so I decided to talk again. "Hey, Naoka... get off." Now I felt mad about everything but I didn't what to burst.

"Huh? That's a purse from our cafe. Where did that deaf freak get it from?" I was tired of her saying these things about Y/n so I stood up for her. "I gave it to her."

"Oh.. I see." The walk light turned from red to blue meaning that I could go over to where Y/n was. "Later," I said to Naoka who got off my bicycle and started riding towards Y/n.

Halfway there I suddenly saw Naoka come from behind me and running over to Y/n. "Naoka!" I yelled.

Y/n's Pov
I was waiting for Shoya to come over here when I saw Naoka get off I finally thought that he was coming and I was right. Until I saw Naoka pass Shoya and ran over to me.

"Hey there Y/n, long time no see so how has life been-" All sound stopped and I realized that she took out my only hearing aid. I covered my ears because it felt weird to get them suddenly pulled out.

I saw Shoya grab Naoka's shoulder so I started to read their lips hoping they won't cause trouble for each other.

"What do you think you're doing," Shoya said. "I thought we would have q game of catch just like when we were kids." I saw that Shoya got tense so it must've meant a different kind of catch.

Shoya took the hearing aid out of her hand and held it out to me while signing "I'm so sorry Y/n." He was about to give it to me until Naoka grabbed it from his hand and backed away.

"You got to be kidding me. Hold on wait a minute don't tell me you guys are actually going out?" I then looked at Shoya waiting for a reaction. "Wha? What are you talking about? We're just friends." Why did I feel so hopeful until that point? And why was I expecting a different answer? We are friends, aren't we?

I could tell that Naoka had started laughing at what Shoya said. "Just friends? That's hilarious! Why are you now telling me we're besties with the girl we used to bully? I don't believe it! That's crazy!" I stood there looking at the ground remembering all the bad memories I had. I shook my thoughts remembering that Shoya changed and that he wasn't a bad person anymore.

I could tell that they were continuing the conversation but I felt different than how I was just now so I stopped trying to understand what they were saying. I looked back up because I saw Naoka move and dropped my hearing aid so I had to catch it. She started walking away while I put the hearing aid back in my ear.

I got Shoya's attention by waving my hand and I asked him what they were talking about by signing pretending like I didn't know what happened. "Nothing, don't worry about it." Why did he lie..?

"Look I got to take off. See ya." He then got on his bicycle and took one more glance then started riding away while I stood there standing trying to process what I felt back there..
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𝙸𝚝𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚢. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚞𝚙𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚘 𝚒 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚋𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚒 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚍. 𝙸𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚘.
-𝙰𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕