... Back At The Bottom.

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Now I barely stream,
But it's not all on me;
Liberty PR kind of sucks,
Most Puerto Ricans can agree.

But when I do,
It gets a bit depressing;
Because now no one wants to be there,
Yet that is just me guessing.

I get so happy,
When someone comes to chat;
I can get a good conversation going,
And just focus on that.

Screw those who left me,
Screw those that don't care;
I still have people that want me around,
Even if my situation wasn't fair.

I love the people that still say hi,
I believe they are the best;
When my actual friends come around,
I don't care about the rest...

But recently it's been draining,
Suicide isn't a joke...
I had to prevent two cases in one night,
To then remember an old trauma that awoke.

I failed once...
I don't plan to fail again;
I'm doing my best to fulfill that promise,
But hopefully it can all end before then.

I wasn't the only one who disappeared,
An old friend came back;
I thought she would leave again,
But I was wrong about that.

We played and had fun,
Hell, we even won a match;
But I cannot let my guard down,
There will always be a catch.

Maybe I'm too much of a pessimist,
Or I'm worried about the worst reality;
But I need to get my head out of my ass,
And see things with more clarity.

I'll enjoy those moments with her,
I need to enjoy every daily second;
I need to fight all these urges,
And enjoy things that are fond.

But that's it for today's stream,
I hope you guys have an awesome day;
Remember that you can become the best in the world,
And... that's all I got to say.

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