Oneshots/short stories that I'm thinking about converting into a book at some point. This is where all my ideas for stories go so always come over and give some feedback so I'll know what y'all want to see next!!
After Bey and I's first sexual encounter, that gave Beyoncé the right amount of confidence to start initiating stuff. We hadn't gotten to the super sexual stuff yet as Bey was still getting her feet wet with intimacy, but she shyly began to start asking for kisses or would just come up to me and embrace me. The way she'd ask for kisses would be through kissing my forehead, then a few seconds later she'd kiss my nose and if she didn't hear any protests between kiss one and two then she'd feel comfortable going in for the third kiss on my lips. She was still scared of rejection so she put up a safeguard in case I ever wanted to not kiss her (which never happened).
My favorite part of her ever so slowly growing confidence was how she'd show affection in public. Whenever we were in public, Bey liked being under me when she wasn't doing something herself like practicing or helping others. She was still quiet like a mouse, but I quickly realized that Beyoncé just liked being included in what I was doing. If I was scrolling through my phone, she'd lay her chin on my shoulder and watch whatever I was looking at contently. Or if I was cooking she'd follow me around and be my little helper (more so my big helper because nothing on Beyoncé was little). All I had to do was tell her what I needed from her and she'd do it with no question. She was a natural born submissive; always looking to me for answers or approval. That piece of her never left, even all these years later.
I became the voice she always wanted. If she was ever uncomfortable doing something with others I was the one who had no problem straightening things out on her behalf. I was the extrovert to counter her introverted personality and that brought us closer and imbedded more trust between us. Of course I helped her out of her shell steadily, but Bey only felt comfortable showing that side when it was just us which wasn't a problem to me at all. Beyoncé valued privacy, sacredness and boundaries which are often bulldozed by the public when you're as famous as Beyoncé.
Part of that sacredness was her sex life and unless you were her best friend Kelly, you would never know that Beyoncé was inexperienced. I'm now added to that short list, but Beyoncé ain't inexperienced no more I'll tell you that. I remember our first time like it was yesterday because that entire day felt like the biggest sign from God that Beyoncé was my person. You think something is too good to be true until God keeps hitting you in the face with how perfect they mesh with you (both mentally... and physically).
7 months ago
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"Nika?" Bey called out while I laid on her bed taking pictures on her phone.
"Yes baby?" I replied while looking for where her voice was coming from. When I saw the light on in the closet I knew I'd found the source.
"Can you help pick me out some diamonds earrings to go in all my piercings? Please?" She politely asked and I smiled at her cuteness. It was yet another game day as there were only four more games left until the season was over. Today was especially important for Beyoncé because this game landed on her birthday and it was a home game so that meant I could come and support her along with her mother and older sister.
