Death Note - Love and Madness

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Death Note - Love and Madness

By Tayla Drago

Death Note#33 Scorn

Ferdie, the Fox. One of Haruka's only friend since both her mother and father went downhill on everything. Finding him as a baby alone after his mother gave birth and died from eternal bleeding from getting hit by an upcoming car for Haruka to see, she takes Ferdie in as her own pet. Raises it like a dog to play, have fun with outside, draw, understand each other, and Haruka would always go to Ferdie when her parents get into an abusive fight. He's always been for Haruka as she does for him too over the years. They were very close. Only for that day, she could only remember that night when he parents were killed and the house being burned down, she last saw the real Ferdie alive when he saves her from her father using a gun and open fires to killing Ferdie before Haruka's eyes. Making her very sad. After that, there was lots of fire all over the place for her mother to shield her from the flames and sees her, her father, and Ferdie nowhere to being found but their aches. She then wakes up. Only to see a picture of her parents of the good one with them and Ferdie in the other while holding the other Ferdie in her hands. Along with remembering on what Zen told her, Light, Matsuda, Mogi, Ide, and Aizawa about what might've happened in her past.

Haruka: (I couldn't be the first Kira. Could I...?)

Haruka remembers everything on what Zen said to be very painful to think about again in her head.

[Zen: I was there on the day Haruka's parents was found murder! During the time I was living with my cousin who trained me to being my only family member besides my Mother, Father, Sister, Aunt, and Uncle and we were the only ones standing up for Haruka at school while the other stupid kids made fun of the poor girl. Her mother got so mess up to getting the money back after her father went downhill in losing his job for killing an animal that he tried to save to only get sued to go drinking hard; just a terrible sight to see for us. My cousin got the scoop to report a great father in the Todou family abuses his wife on drugs leaving Haruka poor. All alone without friends...She then comes across a fox when it was a baby after losing his parents and name it Ferdie. Since then, she raises him like a pet dog well and hidden from her parents and everyone else of her hometown, only my Cousin and I knew all about it and to study on the work. Being happy with a real life fox, making art of her own stories, and tries to get away from the pain when her parents won't listen to the poor girl. Until everything changed on that night...There was no burglar who broke into the home and murder them, it was her doing! Both my Cousin and I saw it all. She cared for Ferdie the Fox while talking to someone who she thought was there, but wasn't. Like one of those imaginary friend type; that's when it happened on that night where little Haruka saw her Mother being beaten up from her own Father, she tries stopping him, but he pushes her aside really hard; only for Ferdie to show himself without any of them seeing a wild animal being a pet kept secret, he shoots him before Haruka's eyes. Upset, she grabs hold of a sharp piece from a window broken glass to grab hold of...It was there that she stabbed him to death in anger. He lies on the floor dead along with Ferdie's remaining corpse making Haruka to froze in fear and sadness on

what she has done, during the struggle on one lid candle causes the home to go up in flames, only for

Haruka's mother to use her last strength in shielding her daughter to protect her from the flames and died

from the impact fall from the rubble. My Cousin and I call for the police and the fire station to putting the

fire out in time and saving Haruka's life to being found somewhere from afar and left the horrible burning

scene somehow. Turns out that someone 'of her so call true love' got her out and left her to being found and rescue afterwards. Led by Souichiro Yagami to taking care of the Haruka to grow up with a normal life; Light, Sayu, and Sachiko help her out in being another family member to know someone of the children novel booking company to give her a home, payment, and a job to make it through life since she had a talent to use. That story was base from a pet fox she had being Ferdie, and the reason she thinks he was still alive; after the shock of her parent's death in self-defense, her mother saving her, and stopping her father from killing her true best friend, her autism condition made her smart and forgetfulness to remember some of the things from a powerful impact that can happen to her head in seconds. So her half of anger, bravery, and talking more are indeed Haruka's other half to forget about her past. As if it was all set up by Kira's doing when she set up the time, day, on cause the death.]