Chapter Nine

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Honestly...

I can't believe how lucky I am to have Selena. Never have I ever felt like this about anyone else. I mean, just wow. I have this beyond amazing girl! I'm just sitting here in disbelief like how did this happen? It's kind of funny. There were times when things weren't funny at all.. But, we are past that. She is worth treading through all that has happened in less than two years. I would stick by her side and talk her out of killing herself all over again just to have her. She is worth it and much more. No one can tell me otherwise. I believe in Selena and I always will. The few people who have really gotten to know her are the lucky ones as well. They too see that she is worth it. What I cannot believe is how far we've come in such little time even though it has seemed like forever. She is mine and that is completely infused into my head now. The day we meet, I will definitely be a dummy and my voice will crack. My voice cracks or words do not come out at all when I'm nervous or talking in front of a group of people. It's not fun..

After I get comfortable I'll be all weird and crazy which ends up annoying people. Or if I'm around my mother she tells me to leave her the fuck alone, don't touch me. I'm just like sorry not sorry. It's not my fault I am insane.. Damn. It's a whole other story if I'm around my niece and nephew. They crack the hell up. If you have ever seen 'Who Framed Roger Rabbit' you know the scene where the measles laugh until they die. That is literally them when I'm being weird as fuck. Now I am just babbling..

~A/N: This is just a mini update that I had to write because today was a good day~

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