Chapter 4

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A/n:cried my eyes out while writing this

~Seungmin pov~

Confused.
That's the best i can explain how i feel at the moment
It's been 2 days since ive seen Jisung
If i need to be completely honest with myself i kinda started liking him
But he completely ghosted me without even having my social media or anything

I tried going to the same spot i founded him last time but nothing
Han Jisung was long gone without any clue how am i supposed to find him

I decided to just stay in my room,lay down and just thinking about him
I can't even explain what i feel about him,it would be dumb to say that im love after meeting,well because im not,but im kinda hurt that he didn't reach out to me after leaving me hanging there

After 2 days of sulking about it i get out of my bed to do something productive,like laundry
And oh boy that was my biggest mistake
While i was taking all the clothes i could find i saw unfamiliar hoodie
It was black with puprle flowers in the back,oh shit that's his hoodie

Now it's been 2 hours since im hugging that damn hoddie and crying over my stupid crush

I wanted some comfort and some cuddles so i called my closest friend-Felix

After he heard what happened,he was in my apartment in less than 10 minutes

I didn't bother to get up and open the door because i was well aware that he has spare key

After he got to my room he droped everything he was holding and sprinted to my bed

He opened his hands for me and i gladly took the opportunity and hugged him,i felt like im mess

"Awh Minnie what's going on" Lix asked with really worried voice

"Can we talk about it later,i just need hugs right now?"i asked with quiet voice,almost whisper

"Of course,Seung wtvr you want" he said patting my back

I started to feel myself falling asleep and i was really sleep deprived last 2 days

"Sleep a bit,im not going anywhere" i heard Felix saying before he placed a kiss on my forehead and i cuddled closer to him

After a few hours i woke up with still sleeping Felix next to me,im so greatful for him

After a few minutes he woke up and smiled at me

"Do you want to go and make something to eat,i will make ramen and we can bake brownies if you want"

I wasn't really in the mood to eat but who am i to say no to sunshine

I just nodded because i don't have the power to smile right now

We got to the kitchen and he started to cooking the ramen and i sat on the counter

"Can i tell you what happend now?" i asked

"Only if you want to,Minnie i won't force you" he said still focused on the ramen

"Okay so it's about Jisung"

"Lemme guess,after that night you never saw him did you?"

"Yeah,but uhm you don't know one part of the story"

"And what is it?"he asked with noticeable curiosity

"Uhm we kind of kissed-" i said but he interupted me by screaming

"YOU DID WHAT?"he screamed and looked at me with wide eyes

"Uh yeah we kissed,make out to be fully honest,but out of nowhere his phone was buzzing like crazy with notifications and i got annoyed so i passed him the phone and after he got back in the room he just feel asleep without saying a word"

"Awh Minnie im sorry that this asshole did this" said Felix hugging me again
I felt my eyes getting teary but i blinked the tear away

"It's fine i just started liking him and now i have no idea where is he"

"Also you see this hoodie,it's his,he left it here and his scent drived me crazy" i ranted while hugging the hoodie

"Im sure one day yall will meet up again and im more that sure that this isn't the end of this story" he said

"I hope so Lix,i hope so" i signed

After a few minutes and random topics for conversation the food was done and served

We ate the ramen and i was doing the dishes

"Do you wanna watch some movie" Lix shouted from living room

"Yeah sure just not some cheesy shit"(a/n: Seung is like me frfr)

"Horror movie?"

"Yeah sure,pick one and i will make popcorn after im done with the dishes"

After i got to the living room he already picked the movie

"What are we gonna watch,sunshine" i asked

"Evil dead"(i fully recommended i love this movie and the second part is just *cheff kiss*)

While we were watching the movie we heard a several knocks on the door

"Did you texted anyone else to come here" i asked confused

"No,Min is at home,Chan is at the studio producing something and Innie is watching new kdrama"

"Wait imma go get the door stay here" he said

Felix got up and opened the door
I got curious so i also got up

There was standings shocked Felix and some unfamiliar face

He was tall,brunette and had really cold aura around him

"Uh Seungmin?" He said looking at both of us trying to guess who is Seungmin

"Do i know you?"i asked walking closer to the door

"Nope,you don't need to,im just give you something" he said handing me a paper,a letter i assume

"Bye" he said and just started walking to the hallway

"What does it say"asked Lix while closing the door

"It says from Jisung to Seungmin" i said re-reading those 4 words
But my happiness didn't last long,because the letter did broke my heart into pieces

A/n:DOUBLE UPDATE<3
That was a long ass chapter
I also need friend like Felix,he is such a good friend

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