Trust issues ~Seungsung~

Chapter 8

A/n:Okay, we will have a huge timeskip here and i will explain everything that happened
*TW-mentioning of sh*

~3th person pov~
It's been 1 year.
365 days
since Seungmin and Jisung saw each other for the last time
You may be wondering how does their life going
Let's find out

~still 3th person pov but will talk about Seungmin~

You remember through how much pain Seungmin got in the spawn of two weeks, and now his lafe is probably worse?
Well, not really
Seungmin is doing fine
Well now
But if we look at the past for a bit, our hearts will clench
After the night at the restaurant he realised that he had fallen for the wrong person and he didn't have any chances with him
But he had gotten into depression(a/n:wi twinning)
He was struggling with his own feelings, and with that, he distanced himself from his friends
They decided to give him some space, but after Felix saw saw him sitting on his bed,with blade and tons of blood on his wrists and thighs, he took the things in his hands
Since that day, Seungmin has been roommate with Minlix, and they did everything in their power to help him before reaching out to professional
And just like that, Seungmin started seeing therapist
It's been 4 months since he's been going, and after a lot of sessions and a bunch of medication, he is doing a lot better
He's close again with all of his friends, and they hang out almost every day
He isn't 100% over Jisung, but now he isn't crying every time someone mentions him
But overall, he's doing fine

~still 3th person but will talk about Jisung~

Some of you may think that Jisung is the asshole in the situation,well, the author thinks the same
But his life ain't that easy either
He's been into bad places lately
After him and Beomgyu broke up, he needed to live alone again, and he slowly lost his shit
He founded peace and happiness in weed
When he smokes this lungkiller, he feels free
He got fired of his job as soon as he stooped, showing on his shifts
But his friends were always behind him
Hyunjin and Changbin those were the people who never gave up on him
What about Seungmin, you may wonder
He actually liked him,he cared about him but he thought that it would be better if he didn't play with someone while he was still in a relationship
He still remembers Seungmin's scent and the way his hands felt on his waist
Jisung would lie if he said that he didn't feel bad for what he did
He saw Seungmin a few times but avoided him at any cost
His mental health was shit,but unlike Seungmin, he would never ask out for help

~3th person pov~

Those 2 are mess without each other
Maybe the author would be nice and finally get them together
(A/n:we'll see)

~Seungmin pov~

It was around 10am when Felix woke me up

I sat up and yawned,Lix ruffled my hair and laughed softly

"You look cute in the mornings"Lix said

"I look like a fucking rat"i scoffed

"Just stfu and take the compliment" he rolled his eyes at me

We walked together to the kitchen and i saw Minho making breakfast
I sat in the counter while Felix hugged him from behind with his hands on Minho's waist and his chin on Minho's shoulder

"Yall are really cute,i hope i would have couple goals like you one day"i said while daydreaming about partner

"You will,Seung"Minho said but i didn't believe his words
I don't believe in love anymore
Why i would i believe in love after what happened

"Oh i forget to tell yall smth" Felix said only getting me and Min humming for an answer

"Tonight we are on a birthday party"

"Who's"i asked trying to remember if one of our friends have a birthday today

"One of Innie's friends,his name is Changbin and he said to Innie to bring all his close friends so we all are going"Felix said enthusiastically

"Hm sure"i said calmly,i haven't got to party in over a little,i need to loose up a little

A/n:OKAYYY
I will stop the chapter here but don't worry
I just cutted the chapter in the half just because it would have been way to long,but yall get the finish result just in two diff chapters<3