Trust issues ~Seungsung~

Chapter 22

~Seungmin pov~

I needed some time to process everything
The letters were cute and i kinda understand him

In the moment i forgot about all of the pain i got through because of him
All the cuts and now scars,all the tears
I forgot about everything,but i won't tell Felix for sure
He will castrate me if he knows what im planning

I want to believe that Jisung is genuine about everything he said
I really want to

But if i look logically at everything, it would be the best for me to burn the letters and never look at Jisung again

But i want to meet him again,i want to give him a chance

Maybe it's the best to heal fully before trying to dive in relationship or just anything with him

"Wait for me,Jisung just wait a bit"

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~Jisung pov~

Okay it's been 2 months since i wrote the letters for Seungmin

And i lost all hope

I saw him 2 times

In the convenience store

And

In front of Felix's building

I guess they were hanging out or they live together i don't know

But he looked so happy and healthy

And i look like shit

Ive lost a lot of weight and ive been living on weed

I don't take care of myself

But my friends do it for me

While we talk about my friends

Im cuddling with Hyunjin in his apartment

I felt my phone buzzing

It was text from unknown number

"Meet me at the park next to the cat coffee tonight at 2am"

I wanted to believe that it was Seungmin

But i couldn't

If he wanted to see me and try to talk things out he could have texted me a lot earlier

But it still can be him right?

-

It was around 1:30 and i started getting ready

I was walking to the park that i was told to

For my surprise i saw the boy i was thinking about 24/7

He was still with red hair and wore a hoodie that looked way too familiar

That was the hoodie that i left at his apartment at our first meeting

I was standing there just adoring his features but he saw me

"Hey Jisung"he smiled at me,gosh i missed that smile so damn much

"Hey Seungmin"i said almost not believing that he is actually here

"Okay i think both of us have a lot to say but let's not just stand here awkwardly"he said

"Oh yeah,do you what to sit on the alley"

"Yeah let's go"

~3th person pov~

They have been sitting on the bench in the alley

It has been silence since they sat up

Both of them were deep in thoughs

And both of them wanted to say a lot of stuff

One of them wanted to get on his knees and beg for forgiveness

And the other one you may wonder

The other one wanted to just hug the person in front of him and assure him that he is forgiven and everything is now fine