Trust issues ~Seungsung~

Chapter 5

A/n:My Seungsung heart is breaking while writing this

~Seungmin pov~

Jisung finally reached out to me,i finally had some kind of response
I was so happy,but my smile faded away the moment i opened the letter

Hello,Seungmin
You are probably wondering why i just disappeared,well i have my reason but i can't tell,the one thing i can tell you is that you will never see me again,what happened that night was total mistake
If you see me somewhere just pretend you don't know me or just walk past me like we don't know each other,you are no one to me
Also you can keep my hoodie,idc about it anyway

After i read the note i felt like my world was falling into a pieces

I mean nothing to him?
The kiss was meaningless?
I completely broke down,falling on my knees while sobbing and barely having any breath left

Felix knelt down next to me,hugging me and trying his best to comfort me

"Im so sorry Minnie,everything will be fine,you will find someone better im sure" he said while trying to get me up from the floor

"Why does it hurt so much,Lix?"i asked still sobbing

"I didn't do anything wrong"

"Of course you didn't do anything wrong,Minnie,you just fell for the wrong person" Felix said

I handed him the letter and started walking to my room

"Can you please just get rid of the letter and come to my room afterwards to cuddle"

"Yeah Seung i will be in your room in a few"

I left Felix in the living room thinking how to get rid of the letter and i walked to my room laid on my bed and started staring on the ceiling

After a few minutes Lix entered the room

~3th person pov~

It's been 2 weeks since Seungmin and Jisung saw each other

Both of them were doing horrible,but with different reasons

Seungmin spended the last 2 weeks of doing nothing else than just staying in his apartment and cry himself to sleep

If we look at Jisung,he is also feeling like shit,but for a different reason
You may be wondering what reason- guilt
Guilt towards Seungmin?
Nah,guilt towards Beomgyu

To be completely honest Jisung didn't care about Seungmin,not anymore
He convinced himself that what him and Seungmin was a mistake and they should never see each other

Jisung and Beomgyu's relationship was going great
They were happy,but on what prize?

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It's been officially a month since Seungmin hasn't hung out with any of his friends

Felix was beyond worried because he knew that Seungmin wasn't sleeping or eating well

So he decided that he would do everything to get his best friend on a midnight walk with him and Minho

Felix got to Seungmin's front door and started knocking on the door because Seungmin took all of the spare keys

A/n:don't really know what to tell yall,i just like to start and end the chapters with author note