Pony hadn't seen or heard from Johnny or Dallas in 4 months. He would still see Johnny at school, but he would avoid him. The last time he saw Dallas was when he was kissing some blonde.
He became ill. He was starving himself and cutting his body up. The doctor diagnosed him with depression, anxiety, and a binging and purging eating disorder. He knew he had issues. He just couldn't stop. He was put on antidepressants. He was also sent to therapy.
Pony was going through changes. He decided to cut his hair. He started hanging out with Curly and smoking a lot. When he was high he didn't have to think. Except when his anxiety got bad. Eventually smoking wasn't enough. So he started popping pills and would drink until he blacked out.
Curly began catching feelings for Pony. Especially when they were under the influence. He told him one day and Pony just cried. He didn't know what to do with himself. Part of him was waiting for Johnny and Dallas to come back. There was another part of him that just wanted somebody.
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Mute Muse (Jallyboy)
FanficPonyboy Micheal Curtis was classified as being non-verbal since between 12-18 months old.
