pose || b.e

six

billie

soren was on the phone with some dude named isaac, and he seemed so hysterical. i tried to not listen to the conversation but it was too interesting.

"im tired of this soren, you have someone making you blush and i don't." i looked at her and eyes got bold, she stuck up the middle finger at him. "shut the fuck up isaac!" he laughed loud as fuck into the mic, just made us deaf for a slight second.

she looked over at me while holding her hand up on her mouth. she's so pretty what the fuck, but she looked so damn pale, almost as pale as me.

"soren what did you eat today?" i asked in a whisper, she looked up to think. "a, uh, fuck, a sandwich." she's a terrible liar, like she's so bad at it. i looked her with a blank expression and it made her eyes water.

"soren what the fuck, are you good?" she snapped back to look at her phone, she nodded and wiped her eyes, tears still fell.

i didn't mean to make her cry.

i got up and grabbed my hat from where i was sitting, and i left unannounced. i felt bad, and so guilty.

i walked into my apartment and i was greeted by my dog, shark. i love him so much, "jesus." i giggled as he jumped up on my legs and torso.

i closed the door and locked it, i tried walking away but he were clearly irritated that i left him.

shark stopped after a while but then came back for more. i ran to my room and closed the door, i can never change without him at the damn door.

"shark back up." i spoke out as i took off my shirt and pants to put on blue jeans and a green shirt with a blue nike logo on it. when i was done i went out my room to play with him, since i was gone for a while.

i went to the store, then i took a walk, after i went to soren's apartment.

"c'mere!" he ran up on me, i almost fell back seriously, "not the face shark not the face!" either way he still licked the fuck out of my face.

"taste good don't it?" shark got off of me, i guess my skin tastes disgusting. yeah, he went over to his water bowl and was drinking like we were in a desert.

"sharky boy." he ran back over once i called him back. then i rubbed him and he felt like a lil baby. my phone rang multiple times while i was spoiling him.

after the twelfth time i answered without even reading the number. "how are you, my baby?" the damn audacity to call me baby is hilarious.

"i'm not your baby, get off my phone valerie." she sighed and then the call got quiet, i hung up and she called back again.

"what do you want?" i kept playing with shark while waiting for her to answer my question.

"i asked you a question." i closed my eyes and sighed deeply, i shouldn't have answered. "i'm fine, now can i go?" she hummed and rejected my request, i hung up anyway.

i blocked her number and went to the bathroom. i just stared at myself in the mirror.

i look so bad right now.

"bil if you would stop being so self centered you would be able to understand what i'm talking about." valerie spoke while i was getting ready for a shoot. she just wanted to pick with me.

right?

"i'm not self centered valerie, i'm just trying to get ready for a shoot." she sighed and leaned against the doorway, i looked over at her while doing my eyeliner.

"yeah, like you said last time. but then you got in a car with someone else." she's pissing me off at this point.

"with my brother and his girlfriend? bro, val, valerie leave me alone." she didn't leave, she just sat there and watched me put on the eyeliner.

"when i say leave me alone i mean get out my fucking presence." she laughed, and got closer, "i know what you meant." she's making me want to punch the hell out of her.

"if you fuck this up valerie, i will, i- nevermind."

"you'll what?" she asked as she got more closer, her breath was hitting my neck. i just kept trying to perfect my eyeliner.

"i said nevermind." she hummed and kissed my cheek.

i'm just gonna go to sleep.