23:45 - 30th September 2020, Wednesday
Can I say I hate you with all my heart, Hawa Nadiah? But I can't... All of my heart still beats for you, for your name.
Assalamualaikum, Hawa Nadiah. The one who've been called bidadari by me.
Do you live happily through this fellow years? Do you have your favorite moments? If yes, I want to congrats you so much because I'm not.
Ayah has passed away four years ago. A year after I met you. And ibu followed him as well when I just got my first job after graduated. Now, here I am with my siblings hope for you to not come again in our lives.
I don't want you to come into my life again but Allah already planned the opposite. Gibran was so mad and I very sure he's still do. The mistake you once did... ugh, God!
So, let us surrender to fate. Let us be friend... Let me and you. Let everyone.
Yours,
Zarith Elhan
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