your Amber (A.F)

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Genre: angst :((,fluff though :)

When: this is set after Amber died

Relationships: mentions of Amber x reader, Tara x reader 🫶

Word count: 570

Warnings:sad stuff :'),AMBER DYING,r1ch13

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The gunshot rang in your ears,burning your eardrums'

Tara's hand was bloody but held a tight grip on the revolver

Amber's body fell to the floor,half burnt to a crisp

Your eyes' immediately opened,your eyes' almost instantly blurred when a choked sob came out of your mouth

Your voice was horse and spent with the screams you withdrew,but your sobs were still loud and unpleasant

The tears fell freely,flowing almost as if to dance

Your knees' buckled weakly,you catched yourself on the ground,stained with blood your hands' covered your wet face

You fully succumbed to the darkness

Your beloved,your girlfriend,your....Amber

The sweetheart,the funniest girl in town,the softest you knew

Tried to kill you all,with who? The guy from the fucking internet

Everyone bled and died,Liv gone,Wes gone....

From Amber your Amber.

Everything was unforgettable,Tara came to you hugging you tight,close,warm

The warmth you felt in her arms' almost too good to be true

You bawled your eyes' out,while you waited for medical assistance

The days that went by were a blur

It was almost as if you werent in your own body,like you didnt live in it

thoughts of Amber flooded your mind,the memories,her voice,her smile,god you were scared you might even forget them

You listened to every voice memo,looked at every picture,revisited every memory

You missed her warmth,the smile she put on your face everyday,the gentle touches,the joy before devastation came

Why?

Why would she do this to you? To them? To all of us?

Why would she do it to ...us?

Why did she cheat?

With that man...?

Your train of thought was broken by choked coughing coming from Tara.

"T?" "Hm?" "Do you miss Amber?" Tara thought for a good minute

All the pain Amber caused,but all the happiness before it too,it was hard to think of anything but the pain.

"Yes. Everyday probably,I cant imagine how hard it is for you" she grasped your hand in hers "but I'll try" you smiled

Tara. She was always the sunshine to the group,the most understanding too

Her hold on your hands felt like Amber's,warm,secure

Her smile was like her's too,homely,cozy

Amber in those last few days felt fake.

Her smiles were faux.

Her kisses were cold.

Her touches were rough.

The night of the party was aggressive

She was much more distant

Like she had a distain to  you

An allergy even

The night she died was devastating

The night was filled with promise  but ended with despair

Anguish.

Death.

Destruction.

Her death and the many others she killed.

"N/n? If we ever get over this....lets do it together ok?" Tara flashed her smile at you it prevaded you the same as with Amber's

"Of course T." You smiled back,shifting closer

Leaning your head towards her shoulder "together." You held hands

You were gonna be together forever a promise Amber couldnt make.

But Tara could.

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A/n: hey yall....erm... I have a TINY CRUSH on some kpop idols...(the whole of twice) BUT ITS TINY I SWEAR




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