Triggers: Overthinking, mentions of anxiety(really briefly), swearing, mentions of starving themselves
Thursday january 12 2023
3rd person POV
As Owen was waking up, he started to feel like something was missing, or rather, someone. Owen finally Opened his eyes only to find an empty bed. ‘It was all just a dream…’ thought Owen disappointed as he started to sit up on the bed. Owen then started reaching for his phone trying to check the time and any other notification he had on his phone.
10:54
Owen then started looking through his notifications and saw that his mom had texted him asking about his meds.
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(ik it says mess insted of meds but im too lazy to change it)
Okay so Owen may have lied to his mum about the pills. But in his defense it wasn't his fault. His parents had to move back to America shortly after arriving due to the fact that their jobs were over there so they decided it would be fine for Owen to stay in the UK alone if he was okay with it. Owen had agreed obviously but his parents did set some rules. He was to take his anxiety pills every day at his perspective time, maintain his house clean, talk to someone when he feels any sort of inconvenience is going to affect him badly, not drink too much once he's 18, talk to his parents and fill them in on everything that happened every saturday. His parents always trusted him so they would believe him whenever he told a lie or left some things out as to what happened that week, hence why his mum believed him when he said he’d taken his pills. i
Owen shut off his phone and started getting ready to get out of bed, however when he looked at the floor near his bed he saw a shark plushie. ‘It as real then’ Owen thought, slightly smiling to himself. Owen then picked up the plushie and placed it on the bed before heading outside the bedroom to look for Wil. Why you may ask? Because he had to tell Wil that he hasn’t taken his meds so he won't be in much trouble.
As Owen walked in the living he saw Tommy on the couch still sleeping, well half his body on the couch, his upper half was basically falling on the ground. Owen chuckled a bit before heading to the kitchen to see if Wilbur was there. Instead of Wil, he finds Mark on the phone instead. Since he hadn’t seen Owen, Owen just decided to leave and look somewhere else, however, he couldn’t help but overhear a bit of Mark's conversation. But what he hears just makes him feel so many emotions at once that he cant comprehend.
“I miss you too but I can't go see you for a while, maybe next week I can go over? I just found out my ex is THE Owen everyone was talking to me about and I still need to comprehend that” Mark spoke still not realizing the presence near the wall
Owen didn't know what he felt. Well he knew he felt something but they were way too many emotions. He felt disappointed and sad since he thought that Mark was single and that he truly cared for him. But at the same time he felt mad and naive for actually letting him in again that quickly. How could he be so dumb. But no matter how sad, disappointed, mad or naive he felt, he mostly felt heartbroken for actually thinking they could go somewhere.
