Dear Sweetheart... Ranboo x Male OC

Nathen... Scrap that!(Supposed to be part 25)

Dear Nathen...

Hey man. I know this is soon but I'm gonna go. Permanently. As in, I'm killing myself. I know it's a shitty way of saying it, but I really don't know how I'm supposed to say this to you. I had it figured out for everyone BUT you. You're unexpected but in a good way. And though I'm pretty sure that's a habit Aphrodite stuck to you, it's nice knowing that it's you. Please forgive me. Genuinely. I don't think I'll be able to die in peace knowing my best friend won't forgive me for what I did.  I don't have much to say since in the note I wrote for Aphrodite it says what I wanted to say to you both. Well in some parts. Nathen I would like to thank you. You were there when I tried to stop my addiction, you were there when I thought I was alone and when I needed someone there for me. So thank you. Really. Also you remember those nights you'd tell me how much you love Aphrodite? Yeah I told her about that in the note. But hey! At Least I can tell you that they did the same. I envy what you guys have. Especially since I'm leaving my loved one behind. But I'll talk to them about that. Now I know you don't really like reading and prefer other people reading for you, so i'll keep it short. Just know that no matter how short or long this is, it doesn't mean I love you any less. Like people say size doesn't matter ;). Okay i'm sorry but I had to at least put in 1 joke in this to make you smile :p. Okay haha bye for real now. Lets hope I see you soon! Wait-no- Scrap that- I hope to see you many years from now.

From- Owen :)