Tour de force

Prologue

"What the hell... Who are you?" She says legitimately. I wish she's joking even though I know she's not. I feel hopeless like I was back before I met Her for the first time, and the rest remains history.

I opened my eyes wide in disbelief. My heart feels like stopping. "Do you even remember your own name?"

"Ah.. Hi, Uhh. Damn it! -Tchh!" She gave up while as she's struggling to remember even herself.

"I'm sorry, I don't, remember much. I must've become a nuisance to you." She says. A part of me is relieved that she'd still be the same timid person, but the big part of me hated it. My head is enlightened. It's like my whole head is empty. Those everything I had experienced is flooding back to me.

Eventually, I snap.

"You're Asahi Hizumi, that's- your name"

"Asahi?". She says with a thoughtful face.

"What a beautiful name, It- reminds me of someone" She added. Ah, the Deja vu I'm feeling...

"Oh what about you?"

"Himawari, Your husband... "

"Hi- Himawari? Pfft" She chuckles.

"Isn't that's, a girl name?" I've heard this a thousand times plus coming from her mouth twice.

"What could I do? Asahi gave that to me. She said that's the closest name they could've gotten me."

"Me? Oh and who's They? "

I gave a long sigh while taking out my diary, "Tour de Force" from my bag.

"Here take this" I pass it to her.

"What- is this?" She asks.

"A diary you once told me to made. It contains everything about us. The first time we met, our little quarrel, and everyone we've met along the journey..."

"So you're really are the One." She gives a big smile that broke my half conscious self. Everything that happened, that I always wanted to forget is repeating itself.

The incessant rain once again pouring non-stop onto me. I lay down and just let it flow, till my body feels numb. Yet this time, I really become a monster that doesn't feel anything, At all...