My sisters Boyfriend

Nothing new

I slammed my locked shut and pulled out my phone

Music

My chemical romance 

Shuffle 

.....Mama

Shuffle

......Dead

Black Veil Brides 

Shuffle

......Coffin 

Damn it, God damn emo music!

(A/N please don't take offense to that. I love these bands im just making it more dramatic, M'kaaaaay) 

Hollywood Undead

Shuffle

...... Bullet. I guess that will have to do, I mean it is how I feel right? so its okay to listen to it. I walked towards my home room with my music turned up full, It was such a long walk to my home room. Through the communications department, then math, then Physics, Physical ed... as I walked through the Phys Ed department I felt a hand grab my wrist and pull me out the door, I looked to find Mikasa smiling at me, I rolled my eyes and she pulled my ear phones out of my ears 

''Eren, why do you listen to that song'' She questioned me. Obviously she could hear it

''Because, its a good song'' I lied to her she just shrugged it off and dragged me around to the back of the school building. Damn it Mikasa, I just want to go sit on my own like the looser little loner kid I am, Get on with my god damn day and then go home and drown in my sorrows, I don't want to sit with you and your annoying friends I thought to myself as she dragged me towards the bike lockers. Once we got there I sat down

''Hey Eren'' Christa said as I sat down, I just nodded showing that i acknowledged her. I thought twice about it but sighed, Mikasa already knew and she done it herself occasionally, I reached into my pocket and pulled out a small cardboard box

''Eren what the fu....''

''Shut up Mikasa'' I sighed pulling out one of the paper cylinders full of nicotine and other stuff that would kill me, I place it in-between my lips and lit it using the lighter that was in the cigarette carton, I inhaled the smoke and held it in, enjoying the feeling it gave me as if it was calming everything else down and then i released it, I looked up at my big sister, she looked pissed,  The difference between me and Mikasa is that she has all of these friends around her to take her mind of things and I don't -I guess I have Armin, but that was it. And he got quite annoying at times- so i resulted to smoking, and it helps. It really does

'' you know thats really bad for you'' Armin spoke up, as if on Que

''I know it is'' I answered 

''Why do you do it then''

''I enjoy it'' I argued, Armin sighed and nodded accepting defeat 

''Mikasa, why am I here?'' I asked her

''I thought you looked pissed so I decided to drag you along'' She smiled at me, I shook my head 

''Well, I'm going back into school, I have math and theres an exam coming up soon, I guess I need as much practice as possible''. Mikasa just nodded at me as I walked away from her

''Goodbye Eren'' Christa called out , I slightly waved back at her before turning around. You see the real truth on why I wanted to leave that group wasn't anything to do with math or the exam, it was to do with Jean, he hated me. Any chance he got he would beat the crap out of me but I never, ever let Mikasa find out. I am not going to ruin her relationships with her friends. So I let Jean beat me up, almost daily and deal with the pain I guess and then continue my life as any other fifteen year old 'emo' boy does.