Coming out

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I sighed as i stared at the roof of the nurses office. Yes Jean had gotten to me again, No I didn't care and No i wasn't going to tell Mikasa, she didn't have to worry about this

''Miss, I'm going to go now'' I stood up and walked out of the room

''goodbye eren'' She called out as i left, I walked through the corridor slowly attempting not to put too much pressure on my left side as it ached whenever I did

''Eren'' I heard a voice speak up, I turned around 

''Y-yeah'' I stuttered back at to Levi

''Why don't you tell your sister that you get beat up'' He asked me

''Because, S-she doesn't need to worry about some like m-me'' I replied

''Don't be such an idiot, shes your sist...''

''Adopted sister'' I cut him off

''Even still'' he glared at me ''I wont mention it to her, but you should'' He told me as I turned around and began to walk for the exit ''Oh and Eren'' I heard him run up towards me

''What'' I asked turning around, finding myself so close to levi that we where almost touching

''This doesn't help anything'' He said picking up my arm, I flinched at the stinging pain of the scars on my wrists

''D-dont say any-''

''I wont, just stop it okay, brat. I don't want to see your sister all pissed off and upset. Do you hear me'' he told me and I nodded, agreeing. I wasn't going to listen to him though, this helped me, I pulled my sleeve down and walked out of the door making my way towards my house

I don't deserve to be here anymore

Mikasa doesn't need me, she is so much better without me

and Armin and krista, so so much better without me. I thought to myself as my eyes began to well up as i stared at the ceiling of my bedroom ,  I wish i could just evaporate, like I never existed. I heard my phone buzz and i picked it up

Mikasa

I'm going to stay over at Krista's tonight okay. I'll get someone to come and check up on you. See you tomorrow. Keep smiling


I sighed as I read the text, I don't need anyone to check up on me I'm not a child. I turned on my music and sunk back onto my bed letting my eye lids become heavy as I fell asleep to the lyrics of walk away by black veil brides.


~Levi's P.O.V~

I knocked on the brats door.

No answer

I rung the brats doorbell

No answer

I attempted to open the door.

Success , the door swung open and I closed it quietly behind me. How did I let Mikasa rope me into babysitting her shitty brat of a brother whilst she hung out with Christa, Marco and .... Jean Damn I hated that kid. He was just an asshole. Why am I even coming to check up on Eren, I mean I don't even have the hots for Mikasa I just. I guess I um- Lets just get off that topic

''Eren where the hell are you'' I called out standing at the bottom of the hallway.

No reply

''Damn brat and his damn hormonal problems'' I muttered to myself as I made my way up the stairs. Once I was half way up I heard the words to a My Chemical Romance song fill my ears, Thats why he didn't answer me, damn brat has his music turned up. At least the kid had a good taste in music I guess, I walked into the room and stared at the young boy, fast asleep on his bed. It was only half past seven, Was he that beaten down. I walked over to the speakers and switched them of, I then turned towards Eren and began shaking him awake

''Ahh. H-How did you get in here'' Eren yelled as his eyes fluttered open

''Your front door was open'' I scoffed at him, not amused by his reaction

''O-oh'' he replied ''D-did Mikasa s-send you'' He asked

''Why do you always stutter when you talk to me, and yes she did'' I glared at him

''Oh uh- I-um-I don't know'' Eren replied to my question, To be honest I though it was kind of cute

''Well, its annoying'' I sighed at him as he stared down at his hands as they fidgeted ''How long have you been asleep'' I asked him

''S-since I-I got ho-Home'' He told me

''Rough day?'' I asked, trying to keep up conversation and he nodded

''Tell your sister''  I demanded

''No'' he replied, sounding a lot more confident that usual

''eren, she needs to know''

''No she doesn't it will just make her worry and she will fall out with Jean and I can't do that to her'' i told him

''Fine, come on. You are going to eat something, I told Mikasa I would make sure you do'' I stood up and walked towards the kitchen, followed by Eren and his complains about him not being hungry

''Tch... stop complaining, brat'' I spat out

''Sorry'' He replied.


~Erens P.O.V~

I don't know what it is but every time Levi talks I get this strange butterfly feeling in the pit of my stomach and I have to put all my effort into stopping myself from blushing. I had finished eating something Levi had made me and I was sitting in the living room watching television when he walked in

''I have nothing better to do. Mind if i hang out for a while'' Levi asked me and I felt the butterflys again

''N-no, I-its fine'' I stuttered, Damn it Eren. Pull yourself together. Levi sat in the space next to me and I could ever so slightly feel myself staring at him out the corner of my eye, He was beautiful. His hair sat perfectly, his grey eyes glowed in the light, his cold facial expressions just added more to the mysteriously attractive vibe that he had. What am i thinking, he is a guy... Eren you know your gay stop denying it I argued with myself

''Eren Why are you staring at me'' Levi spoke up as I was lost in thought

''Oh. I-I um I- I was just- I was daydreaming'' I stuttered, feeling my cheeks go red. Damn it!

''About what'' He asked me. 

'About how gobsmackingly perfect you are' I thought to myself

''Oh.. Okay'' Levi turned to face towards the TV..... shit did I say that out loud

''L-Levi I-I um...'' I stared

''Its okay'' He replied, turning to face me, I felt my cheeks get hotter as I stared at him...

'Eren this is Mikasa's boyfriend stop being an idiot and you aren't gay!' That thought echoed at the back of my head as I stared at him 'Yes, I am gay I discovered this a few weeks ago, I am gay and I have a horrible crush on my sisters boyfriend'

''I-Its just um....'' I was cut off by a warm pair of lips touching mine, I closed my eyes and melted into it for a second then realized what was happening, I pushed the older male of me

''W-What the hell.. Y-You You are Mikasa's B-boyfriend and I-I'm her B-Brother...!'' I yelled feeling my cheeks burn at the thought of what had just happened

''Eren calm do...''

''No! you are with my sister and you just kissed me'' I yelled again, getting angry

''Eren..''

''What the hell do you think you are do...''

''Eren I'm gay!'' He shouted, interrupting me. I stared at the boy, wide-eyed. What had just happened....

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 07, 2015 ⏰

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