My sisters Boyfriend

Making an effort

THIS IS PRETTY MUCH ONE MASSIVE FILLER CHAPTER M'KAY I JUST NEED TO LET PEOPLE DEVELOP 

''Look at them, thats disgusting'' I told Armin whilst staring at Mikasa and Levi at the other side of the park we where in. Yes I was outside, for the past week or so I had been hanging out with these guys after school sometimes, just so they wouldn't worry anymore

''Eren... are you feeling alright'' Armin asked me

''I'm fine i'm fine, I just don't like the way he's all over my sister'' I lied, it was entirely the other way around...

''I think eren has a crush on leeeevi'' Krista giggled and I shot her a glance

''No, I don't'' I huffed turning away from her

''Eren, you don't have to lie to us, we all see the way you look at him and how you blush whenever he talks to you'' She persisted and I sighed

''Fine okay maybe a sort of little one'' I told them and Krista giggled. Okay so Krista and Armin know that I'm gay. I took Miss Momsens advice and talked to someone about it, it just so happened to be these guys and they helped me stop feeling so confused. Now the only problem was mikasa

''Oi, brat. Want to go and get some ice-cream or something'' I heard a familiar voice snap me out of my day dream. I looked up from my seat on the swing to meet the eyes of Levi... my face began to burn a hot shade of red

''O-Oh erm, S-sure O-kay'' I replied standing up ''You guys want anything'' I asked armin and krista before we left to go to the store, armin shook his head no

''No i'm fine with just watching you react like this'' Krista laughed and i scowled at her, she realized i was annoyed so she quickly shut up.

I picked up a cone for myself and made my way to the cashier 

''I'll pay for it'' Levi spoke behind me and my face began to burn again

''Oh, are you s-sure'' I asked him and he nodded handing over money and we made our way back down to the park

''Eren, whats your problem with me'' Levi spoke as we trailed down the hill

''I-i don't have one'' I answered him and he sighed

''Your sure seem like it'' he replied ... well maybe the fact that i love you and you're dating my sister i thought and I mentally face palmed myself repetedly. Get those thoughts out of your head jaeger.... thank god we where back at the park now, i didn't have to be alone with him

~Levi's P.O.V~

I watched Eren run over to his friends once we had gotten back to the park and I sighed. How much longer could I keep this act up for. Maybe I should tell Eren, that I don't really have a thing for his sister, that i'm actually gay. No he would laugh in my face until he couldn't laugh anymore, and then he would tell Mikasa, Mikasa would tell Jean and then everyone would know, why am I doing this to myself. 

''Levi, is everything alright'' I heard my girlfriends voice speak up, I looked up at her... yes she is taller than me.... and handed her and ice-cream cone 

''there you go, and yeah everythings fine. I'm just going to go and sit down'' I told her as I walked over to the bench and sat there

~Eren's P.O.V~

''Eren, Levi is staring at you'' Armin spoke up 

''W-what'' I said turning around and looking towards the bench levi and my sister where sat upon, oh crap he was staring at me. I quickly faced away feeling my cheeks heat up

''You've got it bad'' Krista laughed 

''Shut up'' I growled 

''Why Levi anyawy, I mean hes not exactly the most social person ever'' Krista asked me again, i stared at her

''I-i don't know, I didn't choose for this to happen it just, happened'' I told her and she nodded

''You need to stop worrying about it, theres nothing wrong with being gay''Armin told me and I nodded, although I didn't fully agree. My mind flashed back to the moment Jean mocked me for being 'gay' although I didn't really know myself, Yeah it had only been a week and a half but it had all became clear, yeah I was gay. No I'm not comfortable with it yet, so I'm just going to let everyone keep thinking i'm straight, apart from my drama class, some of them know well think they know and the others don't believe jean so yeah. It should be fine for now. I know it sounds like I am finally feeling better about everything, but I'm not, I'm just hiding it for the sake of my friends, I told myself I would carry on, not because I wanted to but because I had to.. And thats what I intend on doing.

''Eren, I'm going to go home, you coming?'' I heard Mikasa yell, I looked over to her, Levi was gone, huhh

''Yeah sure'' I said standing up and walking over, I turned to look at armin and krista ''Bye guys'' I waved 

''Bye eren'' they waved back. 

The walk home was silent, I didn't have anything to say to Mikasa and i guess she felt the same towards me

''You're doing a great job you know'' She spoke up just as we got to our front gate

''With what'' I asked her

''Making an effort with your friends'' she told me

''I'm not doing it for myself, I'm doing it for them'' I replied as we walked into the house 

''Levi said you always act nervous around him'' She asked me as I began to walk up the stairs, I stopped, I felt an anger growing in me when she mentioned levi, damn it eren stop getting so damn jealous

''I act nervous around a lot of people'' this was true and she knew that

''Hmm, okay'' She slumped off towards the kitchen and i made my way upstairs.

I decided just to fall asleep, which I shouldn't of at that moment in time, all i could think about was those light,beautiful, emotionless grey eyes and the raven black hair that sat perfectly all the time, The short man whos facial expression never changes

All I could dream about was my sisters boyfriend