Anxious [h.s]

3.

"confident Marina! You need to look confident, how often do I need to tell you that?! "
Harrys loud voice makes my blood boil.

Right now we're filming a scene in which I am tied to a bed and about to escape. It is quite hard to get my wrists and ankles out of the restrains, even if they're not tight. It's not that easy to look good and confident at the same time as you're 'escaping'.

"do I need to repeat myself ?"
Harry growls behind the camera and cuts me out of my thoughts.
I just look at him and wait for his next move. As an awkward silence fills the room harry steps slowly on the set and over to the bed on which I'm lying on.

Well I know he's about to embarrass me in front of everyone again.

He stands directly besides the bed and leans down so our faces are just a few inches away from touching each other . I can feel his hot breath meeting my skin as his dark eyes burn holes into mine.

"did you understand that?"
He whispers so quietly that just I can hear it, he still sounds dangerous.

I furrow my eyes at him before answering with a short
"yes."

"what yes? Talk to me in whole sentences or are you even too dumb for that?"
He grittes through his teeth, his voice is now so loud again that I'm sure that everyone in the room is listening to him right now.

"yes, I understand. I'll try to look more confident"
I roll my eyes and bite my tongue, not daring to say something back.

"good"
He fake smiles and is about to return to the camera but is interrupted by me talking further.

"it is not that easy to get out of those restrains and look good at the same time , could we make them less tight?"
I ask and watch harry slowly turn around again.

"Then it doesn't look real. It's not that hard doing that, I'm sure its not the first time you're tied to a bed anyways. Now go on I dont want to spend the whole day with you. "
A cocky smirk plays on his face when he says that.
I look at him angrily and then go on filming.

After a few more film takes we finally made it. Harry wasn't really content with the scene but Andrew was. Actually the first time I'm thankful for him.

On Fridays the whole crew always gets together in a bar and talks about everything.
We're talking about which plans are coming, what we need to prepare ourselves for or just to have some fun. Camille and I normally sit on the outside of the group and do our own thing, but today was the first time with harry, that's why we couldn't do our usuall plan.

Andrew told me and Rudy to sit next to harry. I wasn't really happy about that but thought to not make a drama out of it. Anyways camille sat down on my left and harry on my right, no one will be bothered if I do not talk to him.

The whole evening went so far as always, Andrew told us about his meetings and plans, for which harry hadn't to say anything.
Harry was the whole time looking at his drink and giving everybody just a short answer and a glare if they dared to start a conversation with him. He's such an arrogant son of a bitch.

He didn't look at me the whole night, well I didn't look at him either. If we're not working then there's no need to talk to each other.

"in a few days a photoshooting will take place, please be all there it is really important"
Andrew tells the group.
"these will be the pictures which will be on the film cover and magazines , so don't take this as a joke"
He looks warningly at everybody.

A few seconds later people agree and start asking him questions on which I return my attention to Camille .

"a photo shooting, I'm gonna feel like a model" I sarcastically say.