Anxious [h.s]

1.

A big hand sneaks around my neck, taking a strong hold of my throat.
I breath in sharply as I feel the sudden skin contact. The hand begins to slowly tighten and shutting off my air intakes. A quiet whimper escapes my lips.
A known presence stands behind me and presses their body against my back. He slowly moves his other hand up my side, touching my hip and the side of my breast lightly before pushing my hair aside and leaning down so his hot breath meets my skin.

"oh florence, did no one ever teach you to run from your enemies?"
His dark voice makes my skin get goosebumps.
As those words leave his mouth a hot tear spills out of my eye and runs down my cheek and over his hand, before dropping to the floor.
My inner thoughts are screaming at this tear for letting him know that he has won. That he knows that he has power over me. That he now knows that I'm weak and most importantly
scared.

"answer my question."
His dangerous voice demands.

He tightens his grip around my neck so that I can feel my face turning into a light shade of red.

"n-no"
I take in a sharp breath.
"-no one ever taught me."
It is hard to speak loud enough for him to hear me, the pressure around my throat making it almost impossible to speak.
I can feel him smirk against my cheek.
"knew it."
With full force he pushes me forward against a wall so my head hits against it hard. My eyes shot close in pain and a whimper escapes my lips.
For a short moment his hand leaves my neck so my lungs get air again, but before I can even process what is happening, his hand is replaced with something worse. He's holding a gun under my chin while pinning me against the wall. I'm not even trying to struggle or somehow get away from him because I already know that it has no use.

"you don't know how much I would like to shoot you right now"
He whispers in my ear.
I can imagine his cocky grin plastered over his face.

"then do it."
Are the only words which leave my lips.

"and cut!"
Andrews voice echoes through the room.

Rudy lets abruptly go of me and helps me to stand by my own.
The spotlight is turned away from my face by 2 men so that it no longer blinds me. Rudy turns me around so I look directly into his blue eyes filled with a little bit of worrie.
"I'm sorry Marina, I didn't mean to push you that hard against the wall, hope you're fine"

I brush with my hand over my head at the place it hit the wall and smile at him.
"no it's okay, it didn't hurt. Anyways it made the scene look more realistic"
I shrug with my shoulders to show him that is was a good move.
The way he pushed me so hard came unexpected and made my face expression look real. I don't mind getting hurt a little bit then .

He nods and smiles at me before a happy Andrew walks towards us.
"you two did a great job, and that just at the 3th try. "
He grins and looks between the two of us and waits for a reaction.
We thank him and then go back to our personal trailers.

I fastly change into my own clothes and take of my set makeup. It would look weird if I go out with bruises all over my face.
I then pack my tote bag and rush out of the room to say goodbye to everyone, but before I get to say anything Andrew brings all the crew members and actors together to make an assembly.

Confused eyes of camille meet mine, which are also very confused.
Camille is an actress as well , she just plays a small roll but is everyday on the set, I can't understand how much someone could be enyoing work to spend every day in here.
But I like her, she isn't one of the people who are absolutely arrogant.

She walks towards me and mouths a
"what is happening?" on which I just mouth back a short "I dont know."
Nothing else stays left then to watch what Andrew has to say.