Ashley Purdy Is My Saviour. (COMPLETED)

Chapter Nine: Never Ending Love.

Jinxx's Perspective.

I hugged her once more and put her down. I don't think I ever saw her so happy. "I'll leave you two alone. See you in the morning Joey." Ash said. I have to admit, he has the best daughter anyone could ask for. "Ash, com here for a sec." Now what's she got planned? She gives him a goodbye hug. Not what I expected, and he leaves. "What? Expecting me to kiss him?" She caught on quick. "Actually, yes. After what happend in the studio the other day." She gestured toward the bed. "Sit with me. We need to catch up." She pats the space beside her. I sit in the chair. I'm not taking any chances.

"Catch up on what exactly?"

"Come on Jinxxie. Relax a little."

"Jinxxie? Where the hell that come from? Are you high on that morphine?"

She laughs. Was it something I said? "I'm just messin' with ya. No, I'm not high on the morphine! Wish I was though..."

"Why? You don't want to be on tour with us?"

"No! It's not that. It's just... That... I thought about what you said. Before that mess in the studio."

"Really? I know he loves you, we all do." I put a hand on her knee. "He can't wrap that he actually has a kid. He's been single for all these years."

"Is he still having one night stands? I just don't want him hurt. I don't want some woman hurting him. If I find out, I just might kill her." This has gone down a road I didn't expect. I desperatly try to change the subject!

"So, what's this Evanescence?" Hopefully it works.

"A band. Answer my question. And don't sugar coat it." Damn.

"Sadly... Yes. A different one each night. I hate to break it you Joey, but, he's not ready to be nailed down yet." She lowers her head. And says, "I knew it." under her breath. "Joey, you know you can trust me with anything. I promise not to tell a soul. Not even Ash." She looks down at me through messy hair, crying.

"Promise?"

"Cross my heart and hope to die... Not litterally."

That made her ever so slightly smile. "Okay... I met this guy... My age and everything. But I can't decide what I want. It sucks. You have Sammi. How did you Choose?"

Uh.... So not what I expected. How did I choose? "What you mean exactly?"

Joey's Perspective

"What do you mean, exactly?" He asked.

"Where you torn between Sammi and someone else and had to pick which one?"

"No, Sammi and I have been together for years... What's going on? Boy problems? I can take care of it if you need me too." Funny. I start giggling uncontrabely. Me talking to Jinxx about boys and trying to explain that I want Johnnie and Ash at the same time. "What are you laughing at? Is there something on my face?" I luagh even harder. Holding my sides from luaghing. I haven't luaghed like this in forever.

"No, nothin's wrong with your face...." I managed between the laughs. "I met Andy's nephew a while back. We actually get along really well..." I tried calming myself down. "Johnnie? Thee Johnnie?" Jinxx acted shocked. "Yeah. He's a freshmen. Looks exactly like Andy."

"Now that's a scary thought." I finally stop laughing.

"But... We connect. Ya know? It's kinda like you and Sammi. But I want Ash more."

"Joey, I told you. He's not ment for you. He loves you as a daughter. Nothing more. If he does love you like you say, I'm pretty sure he wouldn'tve adopted you." I lay down on the bed. I feel a rush of sadness come over me. "Gee, thanks for the comfort." I said with stiffness in my voice. His phone rings. "It's time for the shift change. Night Joesters." He kisses me on the forhead. And he leaves the room. I leave in the morning. Two days I leave for tour. I can't be depressed while on tour. I have to be up beat and cheery. If the fans see it, they will feel it too. I roll to on my other side, away from the chair. Then Jake walks in. "Hey. I'm your new babysiter." He says trying to make a joke. "Where's Jinxx?"

"Went home. I'm here! Time for some fun!"

Jake's Perspective

"Went home. I'm here! Time for some fun!" Nothing. Not even eye roll. What the fuck did Jinxx do her??

"It's almost elleven at night. Stuck in a hospital. What 'fun' could we possibly do?" Ouch. Kill joy.

"Damn. What crawled up your ass and died?"

"Just leave Jake. I want to be alone. I leave in the morning. I think I can manage a couple hours of solitude."

"I can't leave. So your stuck with me. But seirously what's wrong?"

"It's... Just that me and Jinxx were talking and he left right in the middle of it."

"Oh... Can't talk to me about it?"

"Uh... It's sorta a secret. So... No." Okay, now I'm curious. If Jinxx gets to know so can I!

"Come on, Joesters. I can keep a secret."

"Hey! Only Jinxx can call me that!" I'm frustrated now. Only Jinxx can call her Joesters!?

"I can call him if you want. Finish whatever the hell you two were doing."

She pirked up. "Okay!" Damn. I pulled out my phone, found his number and called.