(Patrick's POV)
It's been about 5 minutes since Y/n left and I can't fucking believe I just told her that. She didn't even answer!
I have to kill her. I don't know what to do with that girl anymore, she makes me even more insane. Everything about her is somehow perfect and I can't stand this anymore.
I have a plan and If it fucks up, I don't even know anymore. But it will, it always does.
"Hey. Sorry about earlier I was a little drunk, can we sort this all out tomorrow if you come over again?" I send her
She can't let go of me and I know it.
"It's okay, sure I'll be there at 7 pm." She answeres after a few minutes
"Great!"
I know I said it would be stupid to kill her, but what did you expect? I can't fall in love with her. She's just like the other's, she's no different.
She's just like her brother.
I put some music on and start cooking for tomorrow. We're gonna be having a little meat and potatos. She'll love it for a last meal.
Suddenly I hear my phone ring, for the what? 100th time today.
"What is it again?" I ask
"Hey Patrick!" I hear Courtney Lawrence say, my ex I suppose.
"What is it this time Courtney? Not enough money for lithium?"
"No Patrick.. Luis is gone for a few days and I was thinking we should have a little fun.." She says and I can hear her being on some kind of a drug
"No Courtney, I have a busy day tomorrow." I tell her
"Oh come on! We haven't talked in a while, have we?"
"Yes and there's a great reason for that"
"Forget it Patrick!" I hear her yell and hang up the phone
Courtney is almost as perfect looking but, I think the inside of her head is completely empty. And so is her husband's.
It is currently 9 pm and I'm getting ready to go to bed since I have a busy day tomorrow. Few meetings, dinner, work and Y/n.
I don't underatand how I could act like that! God she has to be dead, as soon as possible.
The way she's gonna scream my name when I stab her in the heart. She'll look so beautiful.
I want to stab her to death and play around with her blood. That's all I want.
I love the way she smells so soft. Her voice is angelic and I could get lost in her eyes everytime I see them.
Now all of that is going to waste, shame.
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Psycho love | Reader x Patrick Bateman
Romance21 year old Y/n Bryce meets a friend of her brother and deeply falls in love with him, a psycho. "He destroyed my life and everything I ever had, but I'll always look at him the same way I did when I met him."