𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐀𝐭 𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 || 𝐉𝐉 𝐌𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐤

Him

I love seeing jj and y/n expressing their feelings for one another, and since we saw Jj doing that in the last part..

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~Your Pov~

You're sitting on the floor packing your stuff, when you hear a familiar voice

"Hey, girl! " you see Kiara entering the chateau and you run to hug her "Long time no see " you pull away from the hug and she notices a half-packed suitcase on the floor "What's all this about? You going somewhere? "

"Back at Pope's " you say

"What?! " she widens her eyes "I thought you and Jj got back together! " she says disappointed "Isn't that why you're back? "

"What? No! " you go back at packing "We haven't even talked, actually "

"Then why are you here? "

"Babysitting " you exhale sharply "But the baby I'm supposed to babysit, has a new babysitter " you say annoyed "She picked her up like ten minutes ago "

"So, what? What's gonna happen with you and Jj? " Kiara asks "You're gonna have to talk at some point "

"I.. " you stop packing and look up at her "don't know what to say.. "

"What do you mean? " she sits on the couch in front of you

You stay silent looking at the curly haired girl

"Come on, you know you can tell me anything! " she tries to make you open up

You take a deep breath before speaking "Jj was my first relationship " you look at the floor and sigh trying to take it all from the very beginning "I was sixteen, and getting hit by my dad. My mother was the only person I trusted and the only person that stood up for me in front of my father. I had a pretty good social life, especially at school, so I'd keep the off-school part of my life off the spotlight. I preferred to let everyone think I'm a normal teenager, with a normal family, living a normal life. And I did, until everything fell apart " you look up at her and then out of the window "My mother died. My only support disappeared, and after that, everything changed. The whole school treated me like a dead woman, my grades started falling, I didn't have anyone to protect me from my father, and to make matters worse, my father told me we're moving "

Kie keeps staring at you, listening carefully every word you say

"And then I met him. Jj Maybank. The most annoying person alive " Kie bites her bottom lip laughing "At the time, I thought he was a blonde teenage boy looking for attention. But then he became my blonde boy and he made me fall in love with him. He showed me how it feels to have a person that loves you more than anything in the world, to be someone's priority. He slowly became a huge part of my life and my comfort person because I knew that whatever I was going through, he was going through it, too. He made me feel safe by just touching me. I never knew you could find a home in a person, but I was lucky enough to find one. Him, Jj Maybank. The most important person in my life. The huge part of my life that gradually became my whole life. I fell in love with him, I knew that for a fact now. But I didn't just fall in love with him. Those late night walks we used to take holding hands when we couldn't sleep, I fell in love with them too. Those dates he used to take me to watch the sunset and dance like no one was watching, I fell in love with them too. I fell in love with all of him. With all of Jj Maybank "

You take a look back at where Kie was sitting, but you see Cleo and Pope sitting next to her, too.

"Wow " Pope exclaims

"What the fuck? " you jump on a chair behind you "where did these two come from? " you point at Pope and Cleo

"We were leaving and we heard you talking about Jj, so we.. kept listening from here " Cleo tries to explain themselves

"You know what? " Pope turns to Cleo "We probably shouldn't call John b and Sarah 'gossip royals' again.. " he shapes a thin line with his lips realizing their place

"Yeah, we're gonna take off " Cleo agrees and they leave quickly

"Continue " Kie keeps staring at you waiting for the ending

"There's nothing else to say " you go back at packing "All that was before I found out he cheated on me. Now I feel like he's changed "

"He's not changed, y/n " Kie argues

"He is to me! " you argue back "The Jj I knew would never hurt me "

"Y/n, It's not as bad as it looks " Kie looks down knowing

"It's too late now, anyway " you close the suitcase

"So, what? You don't love him anymore? Is any of the things you just told me not true anymore? "

"He cheated on me, Kie " you get up "I know it's not a big deal to you.. " you say referring to the fact that she has cheated "..but it is to me "

You grab the suitcase ignoring her talking to you and leave

You see Pope sitting outside but try to avoid him and walk up to your room

"You're back " you hear him talking to you and turn around

"Yeah " you say awkwardly

"Someone left something for you " he says and points at your door

You walk upstairs to your door and see a box. You open it and immediately understand who left it. You grab a hoodie and take it out of the box to see there's a note on it that says:

"Keep it. You look better in those than I do "

It was the first hoodie he ever gave you. The night that you called him after your fight with your dad

You search deeper in the box and find all your firsts and some of the stuff you left at the chateau while you were together. On the box there's another note that you didn't notice earlier that said:

"I'll give you back the rest, if that's what you want.. "

You sit there staring at it for a a while, thinking what do you want

"Is everything okay? " you hear Pope asking

"Y-Yeah.. " you answer "I just.. have to go somewhere " you close the box and run down stairs "I'll catch up with you later " you leave running..

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