Rude husband

35: Jungkook & y/n

Yes i fall for you,
Even when i thought no one could ever make me feel the feelings,
But you did.

-jk

Staring down at my bloody hands, I was numb feeling nothing but a weird terrible feeling

"Mr. Jeon?" I came out of the trance when the doctor called me out

"Huh?.. is s-she alright?.. she is pregnant-" the doctor let out a sigh as she removed her goggles looking down

Playing with my patience and anger. I stood up marching towards her

"M-mr Jeon.. your wife is now out of danger but.." I frozed before i could even walk further inside the room to watch her and keep her in my embrace

Little did I knew what's coming since it was pretty clear about what's going to happen.

I tilted my head towards the doctor waiting for her to complete, she sighed again slightly shivering and being hesitant to reply

"But what?"

"We couldn't s-save the c-child.. we are really really s-orry for that.. but the bullet shot through her.. and she had surgery before too... I have one more bad news-"

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Holding onto her hand softly i stared at her features from upclose.

Why?

Why did you try to save me y/n?, When you knew you were pregnant, carrying our child inside you

It's all my fault, i once again failed to protect you.

Only if i wouldn't have turned around, i would have saved you, our child and

And my elder brother.

Regret.

Is my middle name, only if i could turn back the time, i would have saved two lives

Tears filled up in my orbs without knowing until I could feel her hands moving on mine

I quickly blinked it away, waiting for you to open your eyes.

Slow enough you frown and shot opens your eyes, trying to seat up straight

"No don't" i said grabbing onto your shoulders and pushing you back on the bed to give you some rest

A yelp left your lips but you continued watching me with hopeful eyes, that I tried to ignore and look away from

But i couldn't cause you held my rough hand in your soft ones

"My b-baby?... W-what h-happened-" i put my index on your lips taking a deep breath i could already watch those tears filling up in your eyes

But now there's no way i could hide the reality from you, My y/n.

"We w-were pregnant.. we were" I spoke and as I knew, tears rolled down your cheeks

I tried to brush them with my hand but you held my hand in yours stopping me from even touching you

Eyes showing those sorrow and sadness as your tears rolls down from your red eyes

"A-and... What a-about y-you... are you l-leaving me too?" She whispered lastly and i softly shook my head without breaking the eye contact