Again I'm haunted by that horrible dream. My ex best friend Khloe taunting me in my sleep. Suddenly I feel a cool but familiar feeling, Johnathan's hand on my shoulder.
My eyes jolted open to the sight of my only friend John short for Johnathan. He said "You did it again".
I asked him what happened and he told me everything and how I had a panic attack and blacked out. Now, I have 2 medical conditions: one is epilepsy when I randomly have seizures and the other is an anxiety disorder. You might be thinking well everyone has anxiety so what makes your anxiety a disorder? Well to answer your question anxiety disorder prevents people from doing simple tasks like asking a question and it interferes with your life and what you do. Which is part of the reason why I only have Johnathan as a friend.
Johnathan and I met when we were younger like in 2nd grade when he was a transfer student at my school. Since he just transferred here no one wanted to be his friend. I stepped up and became his friend. He also had a medical condition which is asthma; a chronic breathing condition.
He was tall and had red hair and was rather on the skinny side so that made him an easy target for the bullies. He always brushed it off with ease but I knew deep down everytime people said those things it hurt him. He was just keeping it all in to not look weak trying to stay strong. But I knew.
It didn't help that I had a huge crush on him since like....forever.
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Strong but Weak
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