'this is it isn't it?',
Paul asked me as we sat in the makeup trailer alone sitting opposite each other. I smiled at him softly and nodded my head,
'just for a little while',
I said to Paul. We had been seeing each other for a little while now but everything had gotten very serious very quickly and work was crazy busy so I needed a little bit of a break,
'but this isn't the end',
I said getting up from my chair and walking over to him, sitting on his lap. Paul nodded his head at me,
'it definitely isn't the end',
Paul said leaning forward in his chair and closer to me. I quickly grabbed his hand and stood up off of his lap, he looked at me a little confused,
'just trust me'.