Wrong Decisions - George Russel

Chapter 5 / Lily & George's POV

Lily's POV

I don't even know how long we've been at the club. At first I wondered why the alcohol seemed to work so much, but now I've just accepted it. I had the feeling that I was no longer in control of my body.. but somehow I didn't want to do anything about it, or couldn't I do anything?

Our table is full of drinks and shots "Come on Zoe, let's have another shot" I almost yelled... Of course, she never said no to a shot "I think it's good that you're finally the old one, I really missed that, your party character is absolutely awesome"

Zoe takes my hand and pulls me onto the dance floor, you dance close together. I can see exactly how Brian is watching us and I know he likes it. Nevertheless, I have the feeling that I am less and less able to control my body, was it really because of the alcohol?

"Zoe, I have to sit down for a moment, I'm dizzy," I said and went back to Brian. I put my head on his shoulder, he turns my head up and kisses me. It's a demanding kiss and his hands slide up my thigh and push up my dress.

Somehow I manage to stop him "Brian not here at the club" is all I say. He looks at me annoyed and reaches into his jacket. "Here, take these and you'll loosen up even more," he said, holding out a small pill to me.

I shake my head, which wasn't smart because now I'm even more dizzy "Brian, I don't want that, I don't want to take them anymore" I noticed myself how my voice sounded uncertain.

Brian looked at me with a weird grin. Suddenly he grabbed my face by the jaw. It hurt, but I couldn't speak either.

"Open your mouth and then you'll swallow these now" he sounded very serious. I didn't move but didn't open my mouth either, somehow I just felt uncomfortable right now.

I really wanted to fight back but there was no point, Brian was stronger than me and before I knew it the pill was in my mouth.

"And now swallow!" tell Brian seriously.. What should I do? I swallowed the pill, at first I felt nauseous but at some point I just blacked out.

George's POV

"And you really want to go to a club now?" I asked my friends. I could have guessed the answer, since I knew it well.

"Oh come on George, you're gone so often and we see each other so seldom, we should use this evening if you have time for us," my friend said to me.

He was right, apart from Formula 1 I didn't have much time and I was happy to spend time here with my friends. The last few days have also been exhausting at the Mercedes factory, so why shouldn't I treat myself to an evening with my friends.

"You're right, then let's go partying, but I stay sober you know I rarely drink between races" I replied and we drove off to the club.

I've never been here, been some new hip club. We danced relaxed on the dance floor and I enjoyed the evening with my friends, it was getting late and the club was getting emptier at some point.

"Oh man George, look" said my buddy to me. I didn't know what he meant and he saw that, too, which is why he added "Look over there in the lounge, I'm sure some daughter of a rich daddy who doesn't know her limits."

Then my eyes went to the lounge, I was speechless for a moment and couldn't believe my own eyes. "Excuse me, I'll be right back," I said and noticed how my friends looked after me.

I ran straight to the couch in the lounge where I saw her lying. Somehow it looked like she was sleeping peacefully, but at the same time she looked completely exhausted.

I squatted in front of the couch and gently placed my hand on her shoulder "Hey Lily, can you hear me?" I asked softly. She opened her eyes looking at me, were her pupils dilated? Now I was really worried.

"What are you doing Lily? Come on, I'll take you out of here," I carefully put she up, she just opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but didn't. I back her out of the club and to my car, carefully putting her in.

I didn't know where she lived or if she was staying in a hotel so I had no choice to take her to my apartment. I only use the apartment when I've been here in the factory.

It was quiet in the car until eventually I caught her voice. "George?" I looked over and saw her staring at me with wide eyes.

"Hey my little troublemaker how are you feeling?" I said softly and put my hand on her knee. She slowly put her hand over my hand "not so good, to be honest" I almost didn't understand her because she still spoke unclearly, but I was glad she spoke at all.

"We'll be right at my place then rest, okay?" I said emotionally and I felt her take my hand.

"How can you always be so polite? That must be exhausting, right?" while she asked me, she squeezed my hand.

"Not really, I've always been like that.. but I also have other sides" I replied.

"Oh can I get to know those sides of you too?" Now she was looking at me with a smile, oh god she had a beautiful smile.

I parked the car in front of the house where my apartment was "I'm sure you'll get to know them someday," I said with a smile. I got out and walked around the car to help her. She could now walk better and speak better again. We stood in front of the door and I was looking for the key for the door.

"George, I think I have to ..." She couldn't get any further and stumbled when I caught her. She had to puke. I held back her hair. When she was done, I pulled a handkerchief from my pocket and handed it to her to wipe her mouth.

"Sorry that's all so embarrassing" she said and I saw that she already had tears in her eyes.

"Don't you think that's never happened to me? You don't have to be embarrassed in front of me and I don't think I look as cute as you after throwing up." Shit I didn't want to say that last one, but it was also the truth.

Her eyes lit up "You think I'm cute?" she now said cheekily, I knew her like that.

"Don't get your head around it" I said and smiled at her "I live at the 4th floor, can you make it up the stairs?" I asked her.

I saw her try to climb the first few steps and had to suppress a grin "Come here, you're more likely to hurt yourself than arriving at my apartment," I said and simply picked her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist and her arms around my neck and rested her head on my shoulder.

I didn't know this sweet and vulnerable side of her and I was surprised. At the same time, I really had to pull myself together.. Her body was so close to mine and if I didn't distract myself now, she could immediately feel what her body was doing to me..

When we reached the top, I unlocked the apartment and slowly let it down again.