Idiot

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🔹Tara🔹

Uurghh!! Monday's are the worst. Especially Monday's with double History. Every two weeks this dreaded day comes when I have to endure the pain that is history.

[sorry if any one does like history Xx]

I do have Mia in front of me though so that's a plus. In that lesson all we ever do is talk. The teacher never seems to care, he is too worried about the students with really low grades to tell us off.
Anyway, my weekend was really boring. Just piles of homework and endless chores around the house to do. Plus Troy got ill so he just cried all the time. He also threw up over my French essay I did which took me over an hour! I seriously can't wait for him to grow up so when I shout at him he knows what I'm doing.

I haven't spoken to Brody either since Friday. The day that we kissed twice. My first and second kiss with Brody. In the same day! I saw him in his room and we would wave but one of us got called for something. Maybe he was just 'in the mood' for me on Friday and actually doesn't like me.
Shaking my useless thoughts from my head I begin to get ready for the long day ahead.
After having my breakfast the twins and I take a long walk to school. One of these days I will get a car and drive to school instead!!
No, this healthy for you Tara. Nah I'm still gonna get a car.
Wow doesn't school look lively today. Seriously there are so many people about. Did I miss something?
"Mia Hey. What is going on around here?" I asked her as soon as I saw her. Even she looked confused (Mia always knows what's going on).
"I don't know. I heard one of the year sevens say something about a dance or disco." She looked around excitedly making her purple bob bounce. Oh I love her hair.
"One for them or for all years." I asked. Normally the school only throws dances at Christmas. And that was four-ish months ago today actually.
Yeah that was a dance to remember.

After the first and second lessons of today, everyone had calmed down and school was back to its same old boring self. Walking towards the dinner hall I saw Jason and Brody talking. Either they are about to fight or they are actually making up. I knew Brody didn't actually like me. I bet Jason put him up to kissing me then not speaking to me so he could become Mr Prince Charming!!! Okay that might me a little tiny bit over the top. But why would they be talking to each other.

Suddenly the two boys looked up and stared at me. By the side of me Mia nudged my side when she saw that I was staring back. I gave them a quick fake smile and sped up to the doors of the hall. Mia and I sat down on our usual table next to the encore group. They were all really nice and welcomed us easily to their table. This was only because the three of us (Mia, Nichole and I) used to sing. But yeah we usually sit with them. Nichole doesn't come over anymore though.
The day flew by and it came to the end of the day. In assembly we were told that in two weeks we're going to have a school dance. Well it's actually a surprise prom. Everyone knows that. Our years is on the Friday with 6th form. Mia has already decided that she is going with Cole and he doesn't mind.
"Hey Tara." His voice is just uurrggh. I haven't spoke to him in ages and I really don't want to. Jason walked up the side of me and grinned. His acting like nothing's wrong.
"What do you want?" I asked him.
"Wow so polite." I rolled my eyes walking away from him. He caught up with me. "Okay. Can we please forget about the past? So you can go to the dance with me."
Is he being serious? Asking me out when he cheating on me with my best friend?! If you think I'm being over the top I don't care. It's gotten really on my nerves.
"Are you kidding. No! I'm not going to go with you!" I quickly walked slash jogged away and got home in no time. Mum was in the living room with Troy as she had Monday's off of work.
"Hey Tara. You alright? How was school?" Mum put Troy in his rocker thingy and came up and hugged me. I turned round and hugged her back. My Mum is so small so I tower over her.
"I'm fine Mum. We are having a school dance in two weeks. Are you okay Mum?" She laughed and walked to the baby.
"Yeah. It's just I actually made Troy laugh today. He has never laughed for me before!"
I laughed at her and walked you my room. She was always happy when she saw one of us achieve something.
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Around three minutes ago Brody finally was home. I haven't seen him since the start of school and it's around eight-ish now. Yeah it's not that late but his Mum normally makes him so homework first then go out. We still haven't spoke and it's weird.
Stretching out my window I knock on his. Brody looks up at me from his bed and his face lights up for a split second then dulls again. If I have done something to him tell me now. Brody stood up and walked over to the window. He pulled in window open and lent on the sill. Brody just stared at me like he hasn't not been talking to me. If that makes sense.
"What did you want?" He smiles at me finally.
"I just wanted to talk. Since we haven't spoke since Friday night. What's up?" His face flickered with emotion until he set it straight again.
"I umm I just didn't want to umm corner you." He said. Brody ran his fingers through his hair and looked down.
Okay his acting strange.
"What's up with you and Jason?" I have to know even though I have a slim chance he'll tell me.
His head flew up and he looked shocked like I wasn't supposed to see them talking!!
"Oh class work. We have been partnered in our French class." He told me, again scratching his neck.
"Okay then. Well good luck with that." I was just about to walk away when my mouth decided to talk again, "What do you of this dance?" Stupid stupid brain!!
He grinned at me and spoke "It'll be okay. Why are you going?"
"Yeah I am." I should have said no because I will be going alone. He probably has girls lined up waiting for him. "Are you actually going to go or??"
He hesitated then laughed "I suppose so." Brody turned to walk away and so did I.
Five minutes after our conversation he shouted over at me.
"You should go with Jason!" Is he kidding me!!! Bad move Fisher bad move!
I scowled and shouted back "No! I will never go anywhere with him again!"

🔸Brody🔸

Did I seriously just say that! Why do I care so much about her?
Okay you have no idea what I'm going on about.
On Sunday after football, which I have with Jason, I had left my phone on the sidelines. Stupidly I forgot to put my pass lock back on to my phone and Jason had picked it up. He phoned me up and told me about the photos he looked through on my phone. We met up so I could have my phone back and so he could black mail me. He said if I can't get Tara to go to the dance with him he will show everyone the picture I kept of her a couple of weeks ago. Yes that photo of her after being in the shower! Tara would kill me.
I'm also only supposed to talk to her if I mention Jason. Yay! Good for me.
Tara is giving me a really dirty look. One that could probably kill me.
"No! I will never go anywhere with him again!" She scowled. I watched her storm out of her room and probably down stairs.
If he has seen those pictures of Tara it means his also seen the one of us kissing. I'm surprised he hasn't broke my neck!
Ring! Ring! My phone buzzed on my bed. Jason.
"What do you want?"
"Hey to you too. I just wanted to remind you of our little deal we made..."
"It's not a deal! You are blackmailing me." I gripped my phone harder as his cocky little voice annoyed me.
"Well I will get what I want, If I do this. And I swear if you kiss Tara again I will get you. Don't let me down Fisher." And he hung up the phone.
My phone connected with the wall a few seconds later and shattered to the ground. Oh F¥<€!! The pictures on my phone. Wait. They are on my memory card.
5 minutes later
All my photos are now on my laptop and Mum is going to buy me a new/old phone. Overall there are seven photos of Tara and I. Her bright green eyes and long brown hair is just amazing. When I first met her she had really short brown hair and she was really quiet. Now she is confident and louder.
She is what people would call "the perfect girl". For me she is.
If my friends could hear me now they would think I'm going soft.
"Brody! One of your friends are here! I'm sending her up!" Mum shouts from wherever she is.
A small knock on the door and Mia entered my room. What is she doing here?
"Hey Mia. What's up?" I questioned.
"What's happened between you and T?" She looked up at me. Her eyes full of questions.
"What do you mean? There's nothing wrong between us?" Tara must've told her what I said. But let's just find out.
"You told her she should go out with Jason! You can't really be serious!?" Mia raised her eyebrow at me and then sat down on my bed.
"I umm yeah why not." I'm dying inside. My soul is going. Going. Oh look it's gone poof. So is my heart.
"Wow. I thought you liked her. I mean don't say. But she likes you. A lot!" She pointed her finger at me. "Fix what you did. Please."
With that she left my room and the house. I could totally win an award for biggest idiot in the world. Who wants to nominate me?

Distracting me, Tara's light came back in in her room and she sat down at her desk. After a few minutes she walked over to her window and saw me. She looked down and her face showed sadness. Quickly I lent over the gap and knocked on her window. Tara hesitated and opened the window a little bit.
"Tara please I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that its just...." Her green eyes met mine like she hoped I would tell her. Idiot award getting so close.
"It doesn't matter."
"Okay then. Well I'm going to sleep. Don't talk to me until you have an explanation." She quietly slammed the window with as much as effect as she could.
She shut her curtains and I undressed down to my boxers. I climbed into bed more depressed then ever. Uuurrrghhh!!!

I'm sorry if this chapter isn't very good. Knut my next chapter will be better!!! Stay with me!! Drama is coming soon. Including a bit with Cole. Love you all! ❤️

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