no longer alone (short story)

chapter 11

so I know its been a while but it been very busy where I am my life is go, go, go since there are 4 kids including me I am the oldest and the youngest is five also he is disabled but he is the best little brother you can ask for everything the hospital said he wouldn't do he does so he is walking, talking and eating everything new he does is amazing but he need a lot of looking after 24/7 no matter how well he is doing I proud to call him my brother he is cute and he is loved by everyone who meets him also my depression and eating disorder is still not good in fact I have lost weight and im still not sleeping properly but hey life goes on I was thinking about writing a new story once I finishes this story or my other one and it going to be about a girl that has depression and a eating disorder so you guy can see what I go through each and everyday and trust me its not easy as the new story will show you but anyway here is chapter 11 also the song on the side is great

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waking up with a headache is never good I don't remember drinking last night but who know I just hope thing will go back to normal now that it is married I really am happy for my mum now its time to look for happiness for me and I know one day I will find it no matter how long I have to wait.

I looked at my timetable for tomorrow and sighed I have maths first I will put on a fake smile its fine I was glad it was Sunday I got on my uniform ready had a bath did a bit of shopping then clean the house had something to eat then went to bed around 10pm after watching the hobbit battle of the five armies I didn't want to go to school today I hated school.

I woke up at 6:30 and jumped in the shower once I was done I got ready for school which should be fun for me. I grabbed my car keys and got in my car I went to Mackey Ds and got a bacon and egg mcmuffin that I ate on the way to school I parked up, put my rubbish in the bin and walked to my locker to wait for beth. I opened my locker and looked at my timetable picked up my books and put them in my bag when I noticed a bit of paper I picked it up and read it

dear Lucy

I am sorry that I hurt you, I understand if you want to move class and never see me again but I will miss you. I want you to understand that I tried to get out of marring your mum so I could be with you. Please forgive me and trust me when you finish school I will divorce your mum so I and be with you if you still want me, please don't chase after the new head even through you will find him good looking but if you want to be with him then I understand.

I love you lots Lucy

from Oliver x

I didn't even think of leaving his class but to hurt him I will have to check out the new head just as I don't trust Oliver anymore I have to admit the letter was sweet for him and part of me still loves him but he is now my step dad and will stay that way.

"and this is the math corridor" the headmaster was speaking to who I guess was the new head I turned around and almost died he had blonde hair with dark green eyes I through I had died and gone to heaven he was just beautiful.

"its a nice school I have to admit" his voice just melted my heart I closed my locker door a little to loud they both shoot a look at me as if they didn't realise I was there

"um sorry that was a little loud I didn't meant to um disrupted anything" I said trying to keep calm  

"its fine Lucy, right Lucy this is the new head teacher Mr Pullen, Mr Pullen this is Lucy she is one of our year 11 who is leaving this year." the head said smiling at me

"so Lucy are you looking forward to leaving this school after you finish here" Mr Pullen asked smiling at me

"I guess but then I will miss this school I do love it here" I sighed just thinking about leaving made me sad but I put a smile on my face to show I was happy to at this school Mr Pullen held out his hand for me to shake and as I did I felt tingles go up my arm I saw the look in his eyes that he felt them to