Thuggin. { ON HOLD }

Thuggin.

Remember this story is not related to characters in real life. Thankss.

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Chapter 1;

This house was always messy as fuck when I got home. Leaving me to do all the work. I cleaned , I cooked , I did everything. Mom wasn't even back yet. I was glad the twins were asleep so they wouldn't have to see her when she got back. She's an unfit mother and in no place to look after two five year old boys. Today has been a long day , I haven't worked this hard in a long time but I guess we're way back on rent. Hmm , I wonder who's fault that is ? If my sad excuse of a mother didn't waste all her money on crack we could be doing ok. But I have a plan for me and the kids , if I save up enough we could move into our own apartment. Two bedroom. Just us.

My eyelids were getting heavy. I really needed some rest , this was never the life I'd dreamed of. Everything used to be so perfect until that day. I've been living like this for five years. Mom never even got a chance to tell dad she was pregnant before he died and now she's turned into this. She's not the mother I used to love and look up to. She's something completely different that I'd never thought I'd seen in her. You can't even see her beautiful features anymore , sometimes I think her face has been replaced. She isn't attractive in the least way. All her beauty has been hidden by the way she comes across and the way she acts. I'm not proud to call her my mother.

She literally throws herself at men of all ages , high drug lords mainly and it's all for the crack. She has a different surname to our dad so I'm ashamed to have hers , I have my dads. We all do. Sometimes I wonder is he really up there ? Is there really a God ? And how the fuck can they clarify he's dead if they never found his body because all they found was a knife with blood that matched his DNA. After all who would want to hurt him ? All those answers no one has ever been bothered to find out.

As I was getting ready to go upstairs I heard the front door open. I also heard laughter and a mans deep voice. Fuck sake another one of moms sex toys. She really needs to get her life together. I ran up the stairs to go check on the twins. Fortunately they were both fast asleep , I walked to the other half of the bedroom I shared with them. As soon as I hit the bed I let sleep knock me out. It's not like I needed to get up early , I didn't bother with school and I ain't gonna start now.

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'Sian Cherelle Carter get your ass up now and go make us some goddamn food !' I heard my mom screaming

Wtf ? I looked over at the clock resting on my bedside table. 6.30.

I followed her out the room so we wouldn't wake up the twins.

'Who the fuck is us ? And if your broke ass was smart you'd go make your own food !'

'Listen bitch.' Mom said to me slowly like I was a dumb kid , oh now she was sober. 'As long as you be living under my roof you'll do as I say.'

I rolled my eyes heading down the stairs thinking about how I won't be living here much longer.

A fat man who looked a bit like Rick Ross was spread across the couch , so this was the other half of "us".

He licked his lips as I walked past him to get to the kitchen. Fucking pervert. I fried some eggs and bacon , we were out of bread and only God knows we had no money to buy some so I was gonna have to work later. I left the food in the kitchen and made my way back up the stairs but not before I heard a 'damn' coming from the fat shit tryna break the couch. The only furniture we really had in the living room. Our broke ass mom couldn't even afford a TV.

'Where's the food ?' My mom questioned before going down the stairs.

'Go get it yourself bitch.' I spat at her as I got ready to wake up the kids

They had school today then later I would go to work. I needed to make this money and I needed it fast.

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