Recherché | Discontinued

O5

A library. The only place I feel at ease a part from my mother's grave. I took a deep breath in, to feel the comforting aroma of old books. One of the few reasons why the Library and it's books are my first love. Fist Love, huh? I giggled at my own childish thoughts. Wonder what's gotten into me?

"Eunoia!" The librarian hissed coming at me, "Sorry Mrs.Ross" I replied with a sheepish smile. And she just laughed at me for being cute.

It was still early so I decided to stop by the cafe. "Hey Eunoia!" Emma greeted me with a bright smile plastered across her face. "Wow! You are indeed in a great mood today. Huh, Emma?" I asked teasingly. She giggled which made a smile form on my face.

"You look stunning" a voice from afar stated in a daze. "J-Junseo?" I stuttered while looking down so I could avoid the blush on my face to be noticed by everyone. He stuttered whilst blushing for a while and then came to an end and looked down. "Sorry blubbering" he spoke. I gave him a soft smile and I added that he was adorable when he done that. We had a chit-chat and he walked me home.

"So.." he started while rubbing the back of his neck with his hand. "So?" I asked him with a wide foolish smile on my face. "I- it's nothing" he stammered in the middle.

"What is it?" I inquired "nothing. Anyways have a great night" he spoke and left with a 'sleep well' and 'You are special'.

All those words which escaped his lips a few hours ago, made me feel so rapacious for those words to escape his lips.

Dream on, I told myself still having that foolish smile stuck to my lips. Oh I'm going mad with love. I love him.

For the past few days me and him spent plenty of time together. Overtime like I've said before, we grew unseperable. Our current relationship made me feel overjoyed. Even though I know he likes me, I can't help get more and more impatient. But I decided to wait.

I love him. That's all I know. He's driving me insane. I laughed out a bit too loud I guess.

"What are you laughing at, Ms.Yoshida?" asked Junseo from beside me. I looked at my canvas and then looked up at him, and I saw a teasing smirk stuck on his face. I felt warmth creeping into my cheeks and making me blush like a mad woman. I gave him a sheepish smile, feel awfully embarrassed at my mindless behavior. I can't believe I forgot that I asked him to be my model for my assignment.

"Can we get back to what we were doing?" I asked still dying in embarrassment. He let out a laugh and told me that I looked gorgeous.

We got off class and went to play games at the arcade. Today is the best day of my life! It felt like I got my self stuck in another day dream.

"Thank you.." I started "thank you for giving me the most memorable day of my life" I thanked him whole heartedly. He smiled at me and gave me a hug. He pulled back as if he was realizing something.

"S-sorry" he stammered. I smiled at him and gestured to him that it was fine. He bid me goodbye and gave me his heart wrenching smile. His brown hair danced around rythmically while he jogged away into the dark, disappearing away from my sight.

After that day, I spent all my time on Jun. Just being with him made me feel so soft. Weird, 'cause I'm not easily a softie. But when it comes to him I feel.....weird I don't know if that's the correct word to describe what I feel.

Being with makes me feel safe and his presence is comforting. I'd be lying if I'd say I didn't miss him when I was away from him. He's always been there for me, but still I can't muster