The Goal Is To Die

Chapter 14

*Cough* *Cough*

'Agh- my throat hurts.'

Nadia pulled the rope that's used to call servants.

*Knock* *Knock*

"My lady." Horen walked inside the room.

"Water."

Horen immediately carried out her order and gave her a glass of water after.

Nadia drank the whole glass and demanded Horen to pour her another.

She was really thirsty after stabbing her throat earlier.

"Out."

"Yes, my lady."

Horen bowed and left the room.

*Clack*

"Hahh... I need to read that book."

...

Nadia didn't waste any more second so she quickly went to the imperial palace... To the library.

She didn't have to ask the librarian nor talk to him anymore because she already knows what she needed.

'Shelf 148.. ah, there it is.'

"Huh?"

As she scanned the entire shelf, Nadia wondered where the book went.

It was nowhere to be found at all.

She was sure that this was the second floor and this shelf was number 148, which had books related to time.

"Excuse me, but where is the book titled Time: Endless Death and Enternal Life"? I need it now." She talked to the librarian.

"Which shelf does it belong, my lady?"

"148."

He brought out the checklist to see if that book was really there.

"Forgive me, my lady, but we don't have a book with that title.."

"Don't give me that bullsh't and tell me the truth."

"B-But- it's true, even if you see the checklist yourself." He handed her a thick record.

Nadia looked at the book and the books were arranged according to the alphabet.

[Time is Gold]

[Time is Money]

[Time: Endless Days]

[Time: Eternal Value]

[Time: Relevant to Physics]

"You gotta be f'cking kidding me." Nadia scoffed.

Even the one clue that leads to her death is gone now.

'The old woman is gone, the book is gone.. all my leads are gone.'

Now she was sure.

The author was playing with her.

She was probably meant to suffer endless loops because of her role.

"Forget it." Nadia left the library before she could see any of the main leads there.

Nadia already tried everything she could think of.

She attempted to take her own life countless times, be murdered by the male leads every time, and she also died in front of the crowd already.

"What is it? What do I need to do?"

She wanted to escape the loop so bad. It was like hell.

Even if the situation from the novel changes, it didn't matter because even if she dies, she'll go back in time and live again.